Boman Martinez-Reid

Because it's and it's like back in the day.

So Rosetown, for example, my boy band, it's like we had one song every year, but we made a big deal about it.

And then I would I would have launch parties and I'd invite 40 people that I barely knew to my home.

And we'd all be there to, like, celebrate the launch of our new song.

But now I feel like I don't celebrate these big things, my wins, because I'm like, I have to be chill and I have to be cool and coy about it.

But I miss being delusional.

Yeah, for real.

The delusion fuels everything.

Yeah, I agree.

And it's like you need that, especially to make it in this industry.

Like and especially if you're sitting at any intersection of oppression.

Like you have to imagine like that's yes, that could be me.

Like you can't be like, oh, if I looked like her, that would be me.

You have to be like, no, that could be me and it will be me.

And I'm going to make sure it's me.

Yes.

And that's how I've always felt to like about myself.

I was like, yeah, I don't know.

I just like I'm just so awesome.

Like I've never like I just think I'm so incredibly amazing.