Brittany De La Mora

And that was something that I didn't have.

I didn't have hope.

And before we started, we were talking about how hope deferred makes the heart sick, right?

Like when you don't have hope,

You literally get sick.

Your heart gets sick.

You get all in your mind, ruminating every negative thought.

That was me ruminating all these thoughts of I hate myself.

I wish I was never here.

I should just end my life like constantly ruminating that.

And so when the voice of God gave me hope that day, I never looked back.

Yeah, I think so.

Well, there was another occasion when I was trying to commit suicide, but I didn't recognize it as the voice of God that time.

I was like, I took a lot of crystal meth and I was slitting my wrist while I was in the adult industry.

And I heard a voice and I at the time was like, I don't know.

I was hearing a lot of voices at the time because I was on meth.

But most of those voices were honestly very evil and leading me to self-destruction, very demonic.

And I heard another voice that said, Brittany, turn the lights on and put the scissors down.

Turn the lights on and put the scissors down.

And that voice spoke with just this peace.