Brittany Newell

Like, yeah, I guess maybe I would define it by a feeling of difference or otherness, which actually to bring it back to one of your earlier questions, like maybe that's one of the things that has made it like easier

easy for me to be receptive to people's strange fantasies or things that are different or things that are weird because yeah there's just always been this attraction to other worlds and underworlds and edges like ever since I was little like I remember like getting in trouble with my Not in trouble, but I remember the family, like, being like, oh, my God.

easy for me to be receptive to people's strange fantasies or things that are different or things that are weird because yeah there's just always been this attraction to other worlds and underworlds and edges like ever since I was little like I remember like getting in trouble with my Not in trouble, but I remember the family, like, being like, oh, my God.

easy for me to be receptive to people's strange fantasies or things that are different or things that are weird because yeah there's just always been this attraction to other worlds and underworlds and edges like ever since I was little like I remember like getting in trouble with my Not in trouble, but I remember the family, like, being like, oh, my God.

Like, do you remember Netflix queues when, like, there was, like, the family would have, like, a queue and you would, like, queue it up for the DVDs to get mailed. And everyone would be like, oh, my God. Like, Britney, like, commandeered the queue and it's, like, full of, like, movies about crossdressers from other countries. And she put, like, the Rocky Horror Picture Show in there again.

Like, do you remember Netflix queues when, like, there was, like, the family would have, like, a queue and you would, like, queue it up for the DVDs to get mailed. And everyone would be like, oh, my God. Like, Britney, like, commandeered the queue and it's, like, full of, like, movies about crossdressers from other countries. And she put, like, the Rocky Horror Picture Show in there again.

Like, do you remember Netflix queues when, like, there was, like, the family would have, like, a queue and you would, like, queue it up for the DVDs to get mailed. And everyone would be like, oh, my God. Like, Britney, like, commandeered the queue and it's, like, full of, like, movies about crossdressers from other countries. And she put, like, the Rocky Horror Picture Show in there again.

And, yeah, there was just always this obsession with, like, things that were queer and things that were other things.

And, yeah, there was just always this obsession with, like, things that were queer and things that were other things.

And, yeah, there was just always this obsession with, like, things that were queer and things that were other things.

Yeah, I think it says a lot about, as I said at the very beginning, you know, I do believe that all characters, but also all people, are driven by this God-shaped hole inside of them. And I think that that can feed into, yeah, like what type of fetish or fantasy is. Someone has more generally the level to which the person wants to surrender and like how much they want to let go.

Yeah, I think it says a lot about, as I said at the very beginning, you know, I do believe that all characters, but also all people, are driven by this God-shaped hole inside of them. And I think that that can feed into, yeah, like what type of fetish or fantasy is. Someone has more generally the level to which the person wants to surrender and like how much they want to let go.

Yeah, I think it says a lot about, as I said at the very beginning, you know, I do believe that all characters, but also all people, are driven by this God-shaped hole inside of them. And I think that that can feed into, yeah, like what type of fetish or fantasy is. Someone has more generally the level to which the person wants to surrender and like how much they want to let go.

You know, that I think says a lot about a person and the intensity with which they pursue this desire.

You know, that I think says a lot about a person and the intensity with which they pursue this desire.

You know, that I think says a lot about a person and the intensity with which they pursue this desire.

Yeah, I feel so much responsibility. And, you know, of course, I feel a responsibility, you know, to keep them safe. But yeah, the emotional safety is a huge part of it and wanting them to feel, well, it's funny, right? Because you want them to feel safe, but you also want them to feel scared and demeaned and shivering. Right, because that's what they're coming to you for. Yeah, exactly. Yeah.

Yeah, I feel so much responsibility. And, you know, of course, I feel a responsibility, you know, to keep them safe. But yeah, the emotional safety is a huge part of it and wanting them to feel, well, it's funny, right? Because you want them to feel safe, but you also want them to feel scared and demeaned and shivering. Right, because that's what they're coming to you for. Yeah, exactly. Yeah.

Yeah, I feel so much responsibility. And, you know, of course, I feel a responsibility, you know, to keep them safe. But yeah, the emotional safety is a huge part of it and wanting them to feel, well, it's funny, right? Because you want them to feel safe, but you also want them to feel scared and demeaned and shivering. Right, because that's what they're coming to you for. Yeah, exactly. Yeah.

Yeah. Finding that balance.