Bron Lewis

I was like walking the streets with my newborn and she was just screaming into my chest.

In this walk I was just getting angrier and angrier because no one warned me.

And I saw this pregnant woman sitting at a bus stop, screamed, this is really f***ing hard.

And she said, I'm not pregnant, which wasn't great.

Now Ari was born.

I get home with him and everything's great.

And then on day three, he didn't wake up.

And my mum was there and she, like, lifted up one of his eyelids and his eye rolled back.

And she said, you just need to go to the hospital right now.

Hands down the worst week of my entire life.

I made up 10 million deals with the devil when I was in there.

It's like, if you get us out of here and he wakes up, I will get off social media.

I will play hide and seek with the kids every day.

I went to the doctor and I expected it to be really quick.

Do you think that you are a good mother?

And that just ripped the lid off my biggest fear.

And I said, no.

And she said, well, let me tell you that you are.

where you're going through something harder than it needs to be, because you've got postnatal anxiety, and it's very clear to me, and it doesn't have to be this hard.

Don't poke holes in it.