Bron Lewis

Like anything would have helped in that moment.

I remember getting obviously much smaller because it was just constant moving.

But that's praised.

But no, I didn't know.

I thought it was hard and mentally I was struggling, but I thought that was normal.

It was normal because it was hard.

I don't know how anyone would be like, this is easy.

I felt like my sister, my older sister is a very, very excellent mum.

She's got four kids and it seemed easy for her.

So I was like, well, if I'm just like we said, like how are the two kids so different?

My sister and I, we've got the same parents, you guys.

Do you have a favourite?

In 42 years.

So I couldn't understand how we were experiencing motherhood so differently.

So I was like, oh, I'll just keep pushing until it's easy.

I'll just keep pushing until I look like that.

And then it wasn't until my friend Claire, who I've known since high school, she said to me, I reckon you could just pop to the – I reckon you're sleeping very well.

I reckon you could just pop to the doctor and just let her know that you're not sleeping well and it's a lot and she might be – I reckon she might be able to help you.

And I was like, what?

What's she going to do?