Bron Lewis

I was like, okay, I'm not really sure why I'm here.

I'm just like not sleeping very well.

I've got two kids.

I had them really close together.

They're three and four now.

She said, okay, so you've got two kids.

All right.

And she was really calm and I was moving at the speed of light.

Quickly, let's go.

I've got to clean my house.

It's spotless.

Quickly.

Okay.

And she said, okay, yep, yep, yep.

I just want to know, you've got kids, you've got this and everything's normal, your obs are fine, but I just wanted to know, do you think that you are a good mother?

And that just ripped the lid off my biggest fear.

And I'd never, like that obviously was like a screaming thought for ever since Olive was born for the past four years was a screaming thought, but I'd never said it out loud or acknowledged it fully.

And I'd never had anyone ask me that because what a question.

And I was just stunned.

Everything was moving so fast and then it all just like came to this crashing halt with this one question from a woman I'd never met before but knew exactly what was happening.