Bron Lewis

I could hear, like I could feel light.

Everything was, it was like the top layer of my skin had been taken off.

And that's just, I was like, well, this is just how I live my life now.

Like this is the noise I'm supposed to hear and the sounds that are getting under my skin and everything hurts.

And it's supposed to hurt.

It's similar to CrossFit.

It's supposed to feel this bad because I've fucked up that many things, fucked up so many things that I'm supposed to not fuck up because I went in stupidly thinking I was going to be good at it.

And then it started to become easier.

Yeah.

Because I had to finally answer it.

There was no one else in the room.

It wasn't like a friend was going to chime in going, no, you're amazing, because I did not know where she was going with it.

She could have said at the end, and that's how bad, the darkest space I was in, her going, because you're not.

Because what I'm saying is you're not and you actually need and I'm going to be calling you.

you know, child services because it looks like, you know, you're prioritising the gym.

Look at your guns.

I'll bring it up again.

Look at your guns.

They're incredible.

Ah, great question.