Bron Lewis

We thought what is it like to have a baby with family around because we've never – Lucas' family is in Brisbane.

My family is in Canberra.

We've done everything in Melbourne.

And I thought if I'd never asked for help with the girls –

If there's help just right there with family, great.

I could potentially enjoy having a baby.

I've never experienced that.

So we went to Brisbane and we had him.

And during that pregnancy, I remember being terrified that the noise would come back.

And I remember saying to Lucas, I think I'm going to go mad again.

No, the crying, I meant the noise of like hearing lights and hearing the kettle.

So the chaos, it was just the volume was going to go right up again and I'd be able to feel like the sun would burn my skin on a 20-degree day, you know.

I was nervous that that was going to come back, the anxiety was going to come back.

So I said to Lucas, I'm actually terrified I'm going to go mad again because that's what it felt like.

I felt mad.

And he said, no, we know all the flags.

As soon as something feels like that, we know medicine helped.

We'll just do that.

What was the medicine?

Lexapro.