Brooke

And it's really awkward when you're just standing there for, they line you up I think 20 minutes before.

So just standing there for 20 minutes, not saying anything, that can be really hard.

I knew the first day I walked in, that was the place I was meant to be.

And I just like got chills all over my body.

And I was like, well, maybe it's from going from 95 degrees to air conditioned house.

But no, I really just knew that was the place I was meant to be.

And every time I'd walk by, I'd be like, yes, that's where I'm going to end up.

Going into the morning, I was definitely nervous when I would get those invite lists back and be like, oh my gosh, like what if I don't get invited back to X, Y, and Z?

Like there were girls who would open that list and just like full panic, like full breakdown.

And that was super hard to see.

Like I took Rush super seriously, but it wasn't going to change my life.

But some girls like this is their life and they kind of see Rush and One House as their end all be all.

So that was super difficult to watch.

So I was walking in.

You're with all of these girls.

It was probably about 2,000 girls.

This is so exciting.

It was like so hot.

They're passing out waters at all times.

And you have to wait and listen to all the speeches before you can open your envelope, just waiting maybe half an hour, 45 minutes.