Bryce

And I was building my own tower of Babel based on how much knowledge I felt. And Finally, I got to a point where at the beginning of this year, well, I took a lot of rest in December because I was like, I can't keep doing this. I got to take rest. And at the beginning of the year, I'm at a conference, and I look to my left, and there's a deaf section, six people, deaf.

And I was building my own tower of Babel based on how much knowledge I felt. And Finally, I got to a point where at the beginning of this year, well, I took a lot of rest in December because I was like, I can't keep doing this. I got to take rest. And at the beginning of the year, I'm at a conference, and I look to my left, and there's a deaf section, six people, deaf.

And they're looking at an interpreter doing sign language, and they're on their knees crying to God. And it kind of stopped me and I started weeping and I just go, I just need my dad. In that moment, I'm weeping, and I'm like, I just need my dad. I can't do this anymore. Bryce can't keep micromanaging his faith because Bryce was a strong man in his faith and was struggling.

And they're looking at an interpreter doing sign language, and they're on their knees crying to God. And it kind of stopped me and I started weeping and I just go, I just need my dad. In that moment, I'm weeping, and I'm like, I just need my dad. I can't do this anymore. Bryce can't keep micromanaging his faith because Bryce was a strong man in his faith and was struggling.

And they're looking at an interpreter doing sign language, and they're on their knees crying to God. And it kind of stopped me and I started weeping and I just go, I just need my dad. In that moment, I'm weeping, and I'm like, I just need my dad. I can't do this anymore. Bryce can't keep micromanaging his faith because Bryce was a strong man in his faith and was struggling.

And my faith that was sustained through just this person of Jesus, and he's a real person to me, became dopamine hits of where can I get a dopamine hit to micromanage my faith and all of these things. And I felt so crazy, and I felt like it was all on me. And I just finally went exactly like the prodigal son of I just need my dad. There's no amount of books. There's no amount of people I can call.

And my faith that was sustained through just this person of Jesus, and he's a real person to me, became dopamine hits of where can I get a dopamine hit to micromanage my faith and all of these things. And I felt so crazy, and I felt like it was all on me. And I just finally went exactly like the prodigal son of I just need my dad. There's no amount of books. There's no amount of people I can call.

And my faith that was sustained through just this person of Jesus, and he's a real person to me, became dopamine hits of where can I get a dopamine hit to micromanage my faith and all of these things. And I felt so crazy, and I felt like it was all on me. And I just finally went exactly like the prodigal son of I just need my dad. There's no amount of books. There's no amount of people I can call.

Like they're not Holy Spirit. They're not Jesus. There's no library I can go to. There's no thing. And that's literally what my faith became was how much knowledge can Bryce make to micromanage his faith? And Jesus stopped me. It just wasn't real to me. It was just language. And I came to myself and I was like, so my prayer became, God, I want you to become more real to me than you've ever become.

Like they're not Holy Spirit. They're not Jesus. There's no library I can go to. There's no thing. And that's literally what my faith became was how much knowledge can Bryce make to micromanage his faith? And Jesus stopped me. It just wasn't real to me. It was just language. And I came to myself and I was like, so my prayer became, God, I want you to become more real to me than you've ever become.

Like they're not Holy Spirit. They're not Jesus. There's no library I can go to. There's no thing. And that's literally what my faith became was how much knowledge can Bryce make to micromanage his faith? And Jesus stopped me. It just wasn't real to me. It was just language. And I came to myself and I was like, so my prayer became, God, I want you to become more real to me than you've ever become.

And that's the most, all the weight fell off of me And so the grace to join you guys at ASU, for the first time, it felt like I was communicating about someone that was real to me. And it wasn't just this internal thing. Like I'm wielding my wisdom, like we talked about when we chatted.

And that's the most, all the weight fell off of me And so the grace to join you guys at ASU, for the first time, it felt like I was communicating about someone that was real to me. And it wasn't just this internal thing. Like I'm wielding my wisdom, like we talked about when we chatted.

And that's the most, all the weight fell off of me And so the grace to join you guys at ASU, for the first time, it felt like I was communicating about someone that was real to me. And it wasn't just this internal thing. Like I'm wielding my wisdom, like we talked about when we chatted.

I'm wielding my wisdom against these people and strongmanning them because I was trying to strongman my own fate. So I was just doing the very thing that I was doing. And it was like, finally, for the first time in a long time, It felt so real to me. And the pressure was off and the swords were off.

I'm wielding my wisdom against these people and strongmanning them because I was trying to strongman my own fate. So I was just doing the very thing that I was doing. And it was like, finally, for the first time in a long time, It felt so real to me. And the pressure was off and the swords were off.

I'm wielding my wisdom against these people and strongmanning them because I was trying to strongman my own fate. So I was just doing the very thing that I was doing. And it was like, finally, for the first time in a long time, It felt so real to me. And the pressure was off and the swords were off.

And I was like, I don't give a rip about the YouTube commentators and the clippers and the people that have anything to say about rice. They just got a view of me. They don't know me. And I'm just 21 and I just needed my dad.

And I was like, I don't give a rip about the YouTube commentators and the clippers and the people that have anything to say about rice. They just got a view of me. They don't know me. And I'm just 21 and I just needed my dad.

And I was like, I don't give a rip about the YouTube commentators and the clippers and the people that have anything to say about rice. They just got a view of me. They don't know me. And I'm just 21 and I just needed my dad.