Brynn Whitfield

But I freaked out. And I felt kind of empowered to share this year because I was like, wow, that helped me. Oddly enough, going to reality TV instead of therapy, it like, it cured, it cannot cure, but it healed something that years of therapy couldn't with my parents.

But I freaked out. And I felt kind of empowered to share this year because I was like, wow, that helped me. Oddly enough, going to reality TV instead of therapy, it like, it cured, it cannot cure, but it healed something that years of therapy couldn't with my parents.

Cause all these people are like, oh my gosh, same, same, same. And for some reason, just finally just like getting it out, it was like a demon or something. And then to have everyone be so loving and supportive about it. And then like, like me because of it, the thing that I was ashamed of, I was like, okay, okay.

Cause all these people are like, oh my gosh, same, same, same. And for some reason, just finally just like getting it out, it was like a demon or something. And then to have everyone be so loving and supportive about it. And then like, like me because of it, the thing that I was ashamed of, I was like, okay, okay.

So going into this season, I was like, first I was, I told the producers, I was like, I don't want to share. So I'm going through this thing. And that's the real reason why I was so upset with about Mimi. Cause actually I didn't talk to her like the last year. Cause I was hiding because of the sexual assault thing. I was a show of myself.

So going into this season, I was like, first I was, I told the producers, I was like, I don't want to share. So I'm going through this thing. And that's the real reason why I was so upset with about Mimi. Cause actually I didn't talk to her like the last year. Cause I was hiding because of the sexual assault thing. I was a show of myself.

I was like, that was a real reason, but I don't think I want to share it this year. Right. Famous last words. I think the producers, I was like, Ooh, a little nugget you gave us.

I was like, that was a real reason, but I don't think I want to share it this year. Right. Famous last words. I think the producers, I was like, Ooh, a little nugget you gave us.

to share this this year but like whatever and then sure enough though and like but there was this thing that's like okay but it helped last year it helped it helped so maybe maybe share but it was it felt so different because I'm still dealing with it yeah it's not something that I've been able to deal with 15 years in therapy and going to Bali and having retreats and like you know whatever about it was like I'm actively doing this and and the circle of people that knew were my brother my therapist like three three or four people

to share this this year but like whatever and then sure enough though and like but there was this thing that's like okay but it helped last year it helped it helped so maybe maybe share but it was it felt so different because I'm still dealing with it yeah it's not something that I've been able to deal with 15 years in therapy and going to Bali and having retreats and like you know whatever about it was like I'm actively doing this and and the circle of people that knew were my brother my therapist like three three or four people

So it's like sharing, it was just a completely different thing of vulnerability. And sometimes you feel powerful from it. Sometimes then you don't. I still don't right now know how I feel about sharing it.

So it's like sharing, it was just a completely different thing of vulnerability. And sometimes you feel powerful from it. Sometimes then you don't. I still don't right now know how I feel about sharing it.

So you're like, Oh, I think I know what I want to say. But then when they go around the group, you're like, oh wait, but that one was, oh God, that one was probably whatever.

So you're like, Oh, I think I know what I want to say. But then when they go around the group, you're like, oh wait, but that one was, oh God, that one was probably whatever.

I think that's what I do on my show.

I think that's what I do on my show.

Cause I know, cause I know that I think the one thing I didn't have a lot growing up or I had like a lot of insecurities. Thank God. All my insecurities were like, I don't have parents and like nobody loves me and that sort of stuff. I didn't have an issue with anything else. Like I know that I'm smart, you know? So if anything, I enjoy it.

Cause I know, cause I know that I think the one thing I didn't have a lot growing up or I had like a lot of insecurities. Thank God. All my insecurities were like, I don't have parents and like nobody loves me and that sort of stuff. I didn't have an issue with anything else. Like I know that I'm smart, you know? So if anything, I enjoy it.

If people think I'm dumb, it's like, let's have, cause it's, it's different. Cause I had, it was, I had to go into protective mode and be smarter than like doctors and lawyers and judges and things for years and like make sure and like court appointed counselors and they're going to take me away and police were called and like all these things.

If people think I'm dumb, it's like, let's have, cause it's, it's different. Cause I had, it was, I had to go into protective mode and be smarter than like doctors and lawyers and judges and things for years and like make sure and like court appointed counselors and they're going to take me away and police were called and like all these things.