Brynn Whitfield

My body doesn't know how to react. When I get very, very happy, I actually just start crying and I like, don't, And maybe something, I think my therapist is like, are you sure you're not like just allowing yourself to not feel the joy? But for some reason, it like deeply.

My body doesn't know how to react. When I get very, very happy, I actually just start crying and I like, don't, And maybe something, I think my therapist is like, are you sure you're not like just allowing yourself to not feel the joy? But for some reason, it like deeply.

Yeah.

Yeah.

No. Come on.

No. Come on.

I see those on TikTok all the time.

I see those on TikTok all the time.

Those I can't. Those I can't deal with.

Those I can't. Those I can't deal with.

It's like modern day. What was that one that they used to say back in the day? I will remember.

It's like modern day. What was that one that they used to say back in the day? I will remember.

That's like the modern, Dodo's like the modern TikTok version of that.

That's like the modern, Dodo's like the modern TikTok version of that.

Well, no, I'm, since it's my second dog, I am now kind of resigned to being like a bullshit dog mom. What does that mean? So my first dog, I was so intense. My first dog was brought, purchased as, I'm sorry, I cheated. Here's a dog. Right. And then I had Pepper for 15 years and Pepper, she saw some shit. She went through some shit with me.

Well, no, I'm, since it's my second dog, I am now kind of resigned to being like a bullshit dog mom. What does that mean? So my first dog, I was so intense. My first dog was brought, purchased as, I'm sorry, I cheated. Here's a dog. Right. And then I had Pepper for 15 years and Pepper, she saw some shit. She went through some shit with me.

And then I lost Pepper. And then I literally don't think like I had lost my mom like three months prior. It's like 2021. And I think, I don't know, maybe it was a compounding, but I've never felt worse than when my dog died. Like it was bad. And I was like, I'm never getting another dog. And I never want to feel that level of love. Yeah. Because I don't want to feel that sort of loss, right?

And then I lost Pepper. And then I literally don't think like I had lost my mom like three months prior. It's like 2021. And I think, I don't know, maybe it was a compounding, but I've never felt worse than when my dog died. Like it was bad. And I was like, I'm never getting another dog. And I never want to feel that level of love. Yeah. Because I don't want to feel that sort of loss, right?

And I was like, I'm never going to eat a damn dog. Never did that. And then when I was freezing my eggs in January, I was like, I was just like on a bunch of hormones, hopped up and I was just buying shit. I was like, I'm going to buy a dog. And I did. And I bought sugar. And it's funny. I was thinking today, I keep looking at her. I still don't love her as much as I love Pepper.

And I was like, I'm never going to eat a damn dog. Never did that. And then when I was freezing my eggs in January, I was like, I was just like on a bunch of hormones, hopped up and I was just buying shit. I was like, I'm going to buy a dog. And I did. And I bought sugar. And it's funny. I was thinking today, I keep looking at her. I still don't love her as much as I love Pepper.