Buck Rogers

Is so hard.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

And I can kind of Buddhism. I know. Yeah. And when I'm not there, I can detach from it when I'm here.

And I can kind of Buddhism. I know. Yeah. And when I'm not there, I can detach from it when I'm here.

And I can kind of Buddhism. I know. Yeah. And when I'm not there, I can detach from it when I'm here.

Yes. And I think I can just compartmentalize in a way. Like they're there and that's happening, but I'm not seeing... Day to day, like the little things that are changing. So it's kind of hard to be there, even though I'm glad I make that decision. That's a little hard. And then I also know being here would be hard because all of my friends have kids.

Yes. And I think I can just compartmentalize in a way. Like they're there and that's happening, but I'm not seeing... Day to day, like the little things that are changing. So it's kind of hard to be there, even though I'm glad I make that decision. That's a little hard. And then I also know being here would be hard because all of my friends have kids.

Yes. And I think I can just compartmentalize in a way. Like they're there and that's happening, but I'm not seeing... Day to day, like the little things that are changing. So it's kind of hard to be there, even though I'm glad I make that decision. That's a little hard. And then I also know being here would be hard because all of my friends have kids.

And that is painful in its own way. And like, it just feels sort of like this day is hard.

And that is painful in its own way. And like, it just feels sort of like this day is hard.

And that is painful in its own way. And like, it just feels sort of like this day is hard.

I think it's both. I think it's. It's so tricky because it's not like on a day to day, I think, of the pain of not having children. But on that day, I am away. I'm just very aware that I don't.

I think it's both. I think it's. It's so tricky because it's not like on a day to day, I think, of the pain of not having children. But on that day, I am away. I'm just very aware that I don't.

I think it's both. I think it's. It's so tricky because it's not like on a day to day, I think, of the pain of not having children. But on that day, I am away. I'm just very aware that I don't.

And that it's not it wasn't. really a choice. It's just the way my life went, right?

And that it's not it wasn't. really a choice. It's just the way my life went, right?

And that it's not it wasn't. really a choice. It's just the way my life went, right?

Yeah. Unfolded in this way. I made decisions that took me in certain places. I, you know, I'm not married to my high school sweetheart. I didn't have one, you know, and yeah, I'm just like aware, like, oh, my life hasn't gone, didn't go that way.