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I think that circles back to doing this at such a young age and just not appreciating the opportunities because you didn't know, like you literally grew up doing this. So to you, it was just like, Oh, another fucking deal.

That's unheard of. They would never give somebody a budget like that. Now that's unheard of.

That's unheard of. They would never give somebody a budget like that. Now that's unheard of.

I love that.

I love that.

It was like he was a soulmate. Like he wanted you to know. Soulmates can be your friends, too. It's not always a romantic link.

It was like he was a soulmate. Like he wanted you to know. Soulmates can be your friends, too. It's not always a romantic link.

Oh my gosh. Do you feel like after Ryan's death is kind of when you started spiraling?

Oh my gosh. Do you feel like after Ryan's death is kind of when you started spiraling?

Oh my goodness.

Oh my goodness.

So jumping back in, do you think bam, um, you know, all the trauma that you've been through, have you had, I know you've been to all, did the Florida shuffle, but have you ever had any like trauma therapy?

So jumping back in, do you think bam, um, you know, all the trauma that you've been through, have you had, I know you've been to all, did the Florida shuffle, but have you ever had any like trauma therapy?

There's just so much betrayal and there's so much trauma here. And I think that whenever you're ready to sit down and kind of deal with it without, with it being on your terms, like Danny said, I think it would help you out a lot because you just are so hurt, you know, like there's just so much turmoil inside and that's why you drink.

There's just so much betrayal and there's so much trauma here. And I think that whenever you're ready to sit down and kind of deal with it without, with it being on your terms, like Danny said, I think it would help you out a lot because you just are so hurt, you know, like there's just so much turmoil inside and that's why you drink.

That's why you do the drugs you do is to hide and cover up all this pain that you have.

That's why you do the drugs you do is to hide and cover up all this pain that you have.

Right. Absolutely. That's 100 percent right. And now you've got Danny.

Right. Absolutely. That's 100 percent right. And now you've got Danny.

So how many days sober are you now?