Carla Dimkoff

They stood there just kind of towering over me.

And I was clearly intimidated by the whole situation, not really ever dealing with anything like this.

And maybe I just made myself sound unsure.

They made me feel like a fool, like I had a grudge to grind when I was trying to get my father in trouble or something.

And just this poor trailer park person.

Very, very.

I knew that wasn't the thing to do.

I knew that's not where I wanted to be.

I bury it.

And as for the authorities... The thought never occurred to me to go back to the police.

I didn't want to feel that feeling again, of the intimidation, of just being dismissed.

And that's really a selfish thought now that I think about it.

You know, I had these horrible nightmares that this dead girl was walking down the street trying to chase after me.

Her body's all dismembered.

And I got the feeling in my dream, God, I sound like a nut, that she was chasing me.

And I couldn't ever figure out, why are you chasing me?

You know, there's been times where I could not think about it or I would be a wreck.

Yeah, I can remember one time driving in the car and just thinking about my life in general and all the things that had gone on, and it always ends up with Christy.

And I often thought, oh, I could just stop thinking if I just hit that tree.

Just tortured.