Carly Pearce

It wasn't,

love, passion.

Yeah.

Well, see, it can happen.

So I think in my brain, that's what I thought.

I thought, and you know, at the time his career was rising and honestly, like he was more successful than me.

And when our relationship started, it was like, oh, this is so exciting.

I think we both got caught up in that like, oh, everybody's so excited about this.

But I mean, genuinely, I got married in,

to go the distance I absolutely did when I married him it was for the right reasons I think that when you travel like this and I thought I was doing the right thing by like waiting to to get married till I was 29 but we didn't have like real conversations and we we didn't really know about each other and we were kind of living this life that wasn't really reality now looking back on it

So I just think we didn't really know each other.

And you know, I knew, I knew the night I got married, I shouldn't have, if I'm being completely honest with you.

I think the best thing that ever happened to me was COVID because it allowed me to

to deal with that in private, I think that I probably would have stayed in it longer if I could have avoided it and not had to, I was embarrassed when it happened, you know, of course.

And I had shame around that and was heartbroken.

But I think if I had to do that in front of people, I would have prolonged that relationship longer.

Um, it wasn't what I signed up for.

It just wasn't the marriage that I know I deserved.

Um, I knew that very quickly.

And I think in the first, we were only married for eight months.