Carter Lee

Like, you know, you want to get up, you ask.

Bathroom, you ask.

If you're moving anywhere, you got to be quiet.

If you don't do what these people say, yeah, you're getting restrained, right?

So it's like I'm used to that again now.

And they bring me to this room where we have this group called PHASE.

I forget the acronym for PHASE, but –

It's some bullshit group that they make you do.

And I don't think it would be bullshit if they knew how to teach it, but they didn't know how to teach it at all.

So they bring me in this room and I'm sitting there for a few minutes and all these kids come in, like 25 kids, right?

First thing I notice is these kids are doing whatever they want.

So I'm like, what is going on here?

Like part of me is like, oh, cool, it's lenient.

And the other part of me is like, I kind of like structure.

I kind of want it to be more structured.

Anyway, you know, these kids are screaming.

There's this little counselor in the room, you know, screaming, everybody to shut up.

I need to start this group.

And I'm thinking like, yo, if this was at the youth center, these kids would be all on the ground right now.

Like, you know, and, and we finished this group up and I, I,