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But I, my whole thing too, going into it though, was like, if I'm not a hundred percent me, I can't even be nothing for my children, let alone my husband or myself. Like I want to be the best that I can be, you know?

I had to do it. And believe me, it ain't no fucking vacation or walk, like a cakewalk when you're at those places. There was lots of tearful nights, tearful days, clinging onto Nova's little stuffed animal all the time. You know what I mean? Because you're working, it's very intense.

I had to do it. And believe me, it ain't no fucking vacation or walk, like a cakewalk when you're at those places. There was lots of tearful nights, tearful days, clinging onto Nova's little stuffed animal all the time. You know what I mean? Because you're working, it's very intense.

I had to do it. And believe me, it ain't no fucking vacation or walk, like a cakewalk when you're at those places. There was lots of tearful nights, tearful days, clinging onto Nova's little stuffed animal all the time. You know what I mean? Because you're working, it's very intense.

very and you're missing your family and your family can't always come to for visits and you know fuck I was there for fucking Christmas when you like that shit sucked Thanksgiving you know what I mean like it fucking sucked but I knew I had to do it for myself so that way I could be 100% me to then show up as a wife and as a mom um and It was scary, but it definitely... It changed my life.

very and you're missing your family and your family can't always come to for visits and you know fuck I was there for fucking Christmas when you like that shit sucked Thanksgiving you know what I mean like it fucking sucked but I knew I had to do it for myself so that way I could be 100% me to then show up as a wife and as a mom um and It was scary, but it definitely... It changed my life.

very and you're missing your family and your family can't always come to for visits and you know fuck I was there for fucking Christmas when you like that shit sucked Thanksgiving you know what I mean like it fucking sucked but I knew I had to do it for myself so that way I could be 100% me to then show up as a wife and as a mom um and It was scary, but it definitely... It changed my life.

And I've commented or even said stuff to people before where I'm like, oh, okay, so Nova could have a mom that was gone for six weeks, 12 weeks, or she could have a dead mom.

And I've commented or even said stuff to people before where I'm like, oh, okay, so Nova could have a mom that was gone for six weeks, 12 weeks, or she could have a dead mom.

And I've commented or even said stuff to people before where I'm like, oh, okay, so Nova could have a mom that was gone for six weeks, 12 weeks, or she could have a dead mom.

So...

So...

So...

Well, you could tell that I was okay. I was getting my shit to... You're good.

Well, you could tell that I was okay. I was getting my shit to... You're good.

Well, you could tell that I was okay. I was getting my shit to... You're good.

We're always going to be criticized.

We're always going to be criticized.

We're always going to be criticized.

And it wasn't about... Which, by the way, he actually spent the night at my house a lot. He couldn't leave. Ha! I was like, I thought we were supposed to be, like, separated, and you're still coming over here every night. I couldn't help it. I can't help it.