Cate

You should have fucking knocked my ass out.

This is crazy shit.

Yeah, I know.

And then our friend wrote us and I was like, I'm like, yeah, this is fucking stupid.

So I threw him in the drawer.

Because I was steady, even me being dead, I was still waking up in the middle of the night to make sure that the two youngest were getting meds all night.

Because I'm telling you, if you didn't, I didn't do it the one day, and then they're both waking up, like, crying, miserable, look like tomatoes.

And I'm like, I'm not doing that.

I would rather keep it in their systems.

Not to, like, their full ability, but they were still, like, enjoying things.

but that's why i was like so just so grateful so anyway happy fucking new year we're gonna be off to a great new year now yes christmas new year's was good new year's was good yeah we were all feeling better it was nova's birthday and um you know 11 now 11 years old 11 year old it's crazy i was laying in bed last night thinking like oh my god i know shark week's gonna be coming soon

For her.

Like, that's scary.

That's crazy to me.

I think so.

I was like between 11 and 12.

Yeah.

But I'm just saying at any time it could happen for her now.

Like I was laying up.

I'm like, she's 11 years old.