Catherine Paiz

In that moment, it's so interesting because, um, I knew that one day I'd have a son and that I would name him steel. There was like this inner knowing and. when I had that conversation with God and I was really just like, just like a point of just, I'm surrendering. Just tell me what to do. And I heard this voice and it was like, you are having your son. There's a reason you named him steel.

In that moment, it's so interesting because, um, I knew that one day I'd have a son and that I would name him steel. There was like this inner knowing and. when I had that conversation with God and I was really just like, just like a point of just, I'm surrendering. Just tell me what to do. And I heard this voice and it was like, you are having your son. There's a reason you named him steel.

You have to stay strong for this whole pregnancy and just don't make any impulsive decisions. Just keep going. Just keep this in the back of your mind. It's going to, it's, it's going to live there and it's going to, it's going to, You're going to see everything's going to make sense, but don't make any big decisions right now. And I went home and I acted like nothing. I acted like nothing.

You have to stay strong for this whole pregnancy and just don't make any impulsive decisions. Just keep going. Just keep this in the back of your mind. It's going to, it's, it's going to live there and it's going to, it's going to, You're going to see everything's going to make sense, but don't make any big decisions right now. And I went home and I acted like nothing. I acted like nothing.

You have to stay strong for this whole pregnancy and just don't make any impulsive decisions. Just keep going. Just keep this in the back of your mind. It's going to, it's, it's going to live there and it's going to, it's going to, You're going to see everything's going to make sense, but don't make any big decisions right now. And I went home and I acted like nothing. I acted like nothing.

I didn't talk to him for a couple days. I think that was the longest we'd ever gone without talking since we met. I think we went like two, three days. And then I texted him and I was like, we need to talk. And we went, we took a drive. We met in the middle of a street and we got her in the car and he told me who she was and he showed me.

I didn't talk to him for a couple days. I think that was the longest we'd ever gone without talking since we met. I think we went like two, three days. And then I texted him and I was like, we need to talk. And we went, we took a drive. We met in the middle of a street and we got her in the car and he told me who she was and he showed me.

I didn't talk to him for a couple days. I think that was the longest we'd ever gone without talking since we met. I think we went like two, three days. And then I texted him and I was like, we need to talk. And we went, we took a drive. We met in the middle of a street and we got her in the car and he told me who she was and he showed me.

And I was like, okay, so that was the girl you were talking to a couple months back. Now it's all making sense. Like you said, you were talking to a girl that needed help with Snapchat. And I'm thinking like- Why is a married man talking to a woman about snapchat like snapchat wasn't even monetized in a day? Like what are you talking about? Like what are you doing? I think okay.

And I was like, okay, so that was the girl you were talking to a couple months back. Now it's all making sense. Like you said, you were talking to a girl that needed help with Snapchat. And I'm thinking like- Why is a married man talking to a woman about snapchat like snapchat wasn't even monetized in a day? Like what are you talking about? Like what are you doing? I think okay.

And I was like, okay, so that was the girl you were talking to a couple months back. Now it's all making sense. Like you said, you were talking to a girl that needed help with Snapchat. And I'm thinking like- Why is a married man talking to a woman about snapchat like snapchat wasn't even monetized in a day? Like what are you talking about? Like what are you doing? I think okay.

This is making sense. Okay, this is making sense. Okay, so I thought okay. Well What do we need to do? Like what how can we how can we? move on from this like what do we do like I was like And I didn't tell him this at the time, but I thought I can forgive him because he's crying out for help and I can, I, because at the time I was, I wasn't religious. I still not religious.

This is making sense. Okay, this is making sense. Okay, so I thought okay. Well What do we need to do? Like what how can we how can we? move on from this like what do we do like I was like And I didn't tell him this at the time, but I thought I can forgive him because he's crying out for help and I can, I, because at the time I was, I wasn't religious. I still not religious.

This is making sense. Okay, this is making sense. Okay, so I thought okay. Well What do we need to do? Like what how can we how can we? move on from this like what do we do like I was like And I didn't tell him this at the time, but I thought I can forgive him because he's crying out for help and I can, I, because at the time I was, I wasn't religious. I still not religious.

You know, I'm, I'm, I believe in Christ, but I'm not bound by like religious structures. But I was very like, you stick to,

You know, I'm, I'm, I believe in Christ, but I'm not bound by like religious structures. But I was very like, you stick to,

You know, I'm, I'm, I believe in Christ, but I'm not bound by like religious structures. But I was very like, you stick to,

To your husband I was very like traditional in that sense and I don't know who made me like that, but I was just that way And I thought okay, maybe I can forgive him, you know And so as the days went on, you know, then we went to um a trip to hawaii Someone said we should go there because you know That's where the heart chakra of the planet is and you know Maybe we can get some healing and so we went to hawaii and then that's when I had posted that I was pregnant Thinking like i'm getting bigger now.

To your husband I was very like traditional in that sense and I don't know who made me like that, but I was just that way And I thought okay, maybe I can forgive him, you know And so as the days went on, you know, then we went to um a trip to hawaii Someone said we should go there because you know That's where the heart chakra of the planet is and you know Maybe we can get some healing and so we went to hawaii and then that's when I had posted that I was pregnant Thinking like i'm getting bigger now.

To your husband I was very like traditional in that sense and I don't know who made me like that, but I was just that way And I thought okay, maybe I can forgive him, you know And so as the days went on, you know, then we went to um a trip to hawaii Someone said we should go there because you know That's where the heart chakra of the planet is and you know Maybe we can get some healing and so we went to hawaii and then that's when I had posted that I was pregnant Thinking like i'm getting bigger now.