Catherine Paiz

And in many years of us just not having this emotional, intimate connection, marriage that i thought we were going to have and i'm going to be honest with you um right before i went on that trip like the months leading up to that trip I kept thinking I have so much baggage. When we divorce, because I felt it coming, when we officially divorce, nobody's going to want me. I have three kids.

And in many years of us just not having this emotional, intimate connection, marriage that i thought we were going to have and i'm going to be honest with you um right before i went on that trip like the months leading up to that trip I kept thinking I have so much baggage. When we divorce, because I felt it coming, when we officially divorce, nobody's going to want me. I have three kids.

And in many years of us just not having this emotional, intimate connection, marriage that i thought we were going to have and i'm going to be honest with you um right before i went on that trip like the months leading up to that trip I kept thinking I have so much baggage. When we divorce, because I felt it coming, when we officially divorce, nobody's going to want me. I have three kids.

I'm in this space, and people are going to just see me as the ace family mom or whatever. And I thought, who's going to take me seriously? And I don't want to date. I'm not a dating type of person. And I thought, I'm just going to be alone forever. And I thought, I'm OK. It's OK. I don't need anyone. I feel complete and whole in myself. And I remember saying that to myself.

I'm in this space, and people are going to just see me as the ace family mom or whatever. And I thought, who's going to take me seriously? And I don't want to date. I'm not a dating type of person. And I thought, I'm just going to be alone forever. And I thought, I'm OK. It's OK. I don't need anyone. I feel complete and whole in myself. And I remember saying that to myself.

I'm in this space, and people are going to just see me as the ace family mom or whatever. And I thought, who's going to take me seriously? And I don't want to date. I'm not a dating type of person. And I thought, I'm just going to be alone forever. And I thought, I'm OK. It's OK. I don't need anyone. I feel complete and whole in myself. And I remember saying that to myself.

And in that retreat, I was there for 10 days and it was four days of the practice. And on the third day, I'm like, oh my gosh, I don't have as much baggage as I thought I did. I think it was all in my head. I really started to sit with myself. And Yeah, I met him in that experience. It was a friendship. It was like never imagined that anything would ever go further ever in a million years.

And in that retreat, I was there for 10 days and it was four days of the practice. And on the third day, I'm like, oh my gosh, I don't have as much baggage as I thought I did. I think it was all in my head. I really started to sit with myself. And Yeah, I met him in that experience. It was a friendship. It was like never imagined that anything would ever go further ever in a million years.

And in that retreat, I was there for 10 days and it was four days of the practice. And on the third day, I'm like, oh my gosh, I don't have as much baggage as I thought I did. I think it was all in my head. I really started to sit with myself. And Yeah, I met him in that experience. It was a friendship. It was like never imagined that anything would ever go further ever in a million years.

Like if you would have told me like a year ago, two or a couple of years ago that I was gonna meet someone, I thought me, me meeting somebody who? What does he look like? What does he do? Like how do you speak? And I've never felt so safe in my entire life.

Like if you would have told me like a year ago, two or a couple of years ago that I was gonna meet someone, I thought me, me meeting somebody who? What does he look like? What does he do? Like how do you speak? And I've never felt so safe in my entire life.

Like if you would have told me like a year ago, two or a couple of years ago that I was gonna meet someone, I thought me, me meeting somebody who? What does he look like? What does he do? Like how do you speak? And I've never felt so safe in my entire life.

And I feel like I earned it because I spent so many years just being there and just like, just feeling empty and just, but I really had to pour into myself. I really had to do that.

And I feel like I earned it because I spent so many years just being there and just like, just feeling empty and just, but I really had to pour into myself. I really had to do that.

And I feel like I earned it because I spent so many years just being there and just like, just feeling empty and just, but I really had to pour into myself. I really had to do that.

I can't speak for Austin because I don't know. I think... I think like what he's done publicly to kind of just... Like he got him a shirt on Christmas that says something about stepfather or something. And I thought...

I can't speak for Austin because I don't know. I think... I think like what he's done publicly to kind of just... Like he got him a shirt on Christmas that says something about stepfather or something. And I thought...

I can't speak for Austin because I don't know. I think... I think like what he's done publicly to kind of just... Like he got him a shirt on Christmas that says something about stepfather or something. And I thought...

okay is he doing this for the for the snapchat or is he doing this because he actually thinks he's stepfather worthy yeah you know have you met austin's new yeah yeah i met her yeah okay i met her about a year ago i think yeah how do you feel about that i like her i think honestly um I feel like my kids are the best, like they're the best judge, you know, when they come and give me information.

okay is he doing this for the for the snapchat or is he doing this because he actually thinks he's stepfather worthy yeah you know have you met austin's new yeah yeah i met her yeah okay i met her about a year ago i think yeah how do you feel about that i like her i think honestly um I feel like my kids are the best, like they're the best judge, you know, when they come and give me information.