Cathy Maguire

Do you know?

How are you now?

We're just devastated.

We're like the walking dead.

That's the only way I can describe it.

It's like when something like this happens, it's like a grenade going off.

And the shrapnel, everyone is hit.

There's no one saved.

No one got away lightly.

Myself and my husband, we come from big enough families.

And it has hit everybody.

Nine and a half years have passed.

But myself and my husband, we're still like, because of this fight, it was like the wound was never closed.

You know, I think we might have got further on in our grief had we not taken this case.

But I felt...

the case was important to hold them accountable so it's catch 22 really but um i don't think we'll ever be right the vision of my two sons carrying her coffin along with their cousins will never leave me the fact that we had a closed coffin that i didn't even get the chance to pick out a nice dress or do her hair do her makeup i go to funerals now and i'm jealous

When I see the person in the coffin, I'm jealous.

I'm jealous of the way they look.

My aunt passed away and, oh my God, she was like the nicest person ever.

Her hair and makeup was done to perfection.