Chad

That's what I miss.

That's why it'd be nice to be coaching a team or an assistant coach of the team because you get that team element back.

We don't really have that with what we do.

We used to.

A long time ago, but that's when everyone was getting drunk all the time, Jason.

Yeah, well, the reality of who we are also started to settle in.

Dystopia is always changing.

It's always changing.

I have a worry with this, though, because what we do is not like competing, right?

So I guess there is competition to a degree because you have other people who are in the same field who are competing for positions at events, right?

But when you're playing and you're a player, that drive can eventually go away.

But it's also the thing that keeps pushing you

it's the thing that keeps pushing you to like, you know, you look at somebody like Fallen, for example, the fact he's stayed on top of the meta of Counter-Strike for such like a long period of time because you have to, otherwise you won't be able to compete.

Like in our space, you know, what we do is subjective.

So like people one day might like you and the next day they might not.

And that's one of the things where the idea of thinking, can you do this forever?

I would assume with everybody in this space, eventually like public sentiment gives in and people are just not in anymore, right?

Like that's kind of how,

think well sometimes i mean longevity can work for you in a way you know that you've been around isn't that more established sports like you see that in much like i see people saying oh you know this guy's been commentating i don't know fucking ice hockey forever right it's not i don't know it doesn't feel the same in ours because we we seem to have like a our main turnover of viewers are still younger people even though it's a broad demographic like we're going up into the mid to mid 30s to like 40s and stuff now like and even probably even more um

It's an interesting thing.