Chef Boy Bonez

I think it was just, it was a drug. It was like, I did marijuana and it was like, okay, cool. And all these other drugs now are just like, okay, cool. It's like being at a club and people are in the bathroom doing bumps of cocaine. It's like, oh, you're doing a bump. Oh, you're doing a bump.

I think it was just, it was a drug. It was like, I did marijuana and it was like, okay, cool. And all these other drugs now are just like, okay, cool. It's like being at a club and people are in the bathroom doing bumps of cocaine. It's like, oh, you're doing a bump. Oh, you're doing a bump.

No, but the marijuana gave me a feeling that. Time out. No, I didn't get high enough. That was the answer. No, I didn't get high enough. That's why. That's why it was the gateway drug for you. That's why it was a gateway drug for me. I didn't get high enough. That's right. I was still trying to get high, escape something else from trauma. Knowing now as an adult.

No, but the marijuana gave me a feeling that. Time out. No, I didn't get high enough. That was the answer. No, I didn't get high enough. That's why. That's why it was the gateway drug for you. That's why it was a gateway drug for me. I didn't get high enough. That's right. I was still trying to get high, escape something else from trauma. Knowing now as an adult.

No, but the marijuana gave me a feeling that. Time out. No, I didn't get high enough. That was the answer. No, I didn't get high enough. That's why. That's why it was the gateway drug for you. That's why it was a gateway drug for me. I didn't get high enough. That's right. I was still trying to get high, escape something else from trauma. Knowing now as an adult.

Looking back at it now. Yeah, definitely. I can definitely look back and say this is the reason why I smoked these. And I count times, too. I'm like, I count times in my life where I'm like, I should have been doing that, what I'm doing now. But I was smoking weed and I'm like, oh, that's why I was smoking weed. Because that, you know, this is the reason why.

Looking back at it now. Yeah, definitely. I can definitely look back and say this is the reason why I smoked these. And I count times, too. I'm like, I count times in my life where I'm like, I should have been doing that, what I'm doing now. But I was smoking weed and I'm like, oh, that's why I was smoking weed. Because that, you know, this is the reason why.

Looking back at it now. Yeah, definitely. I can definitely look back and say this is the reason why I smoked these. And I count times, too. I'm like, I count times in my life where I'm like, I should have been doing that, what I'm doing now. But I was smoking weed and I'm like, oh, that's why I was smoking weed. Because that, you know, this is the reason why.

But ultimately, healing that reason while smoking weed made it a little bit easier to get done what I had to get done. So I have two questions.

But ultimately, healing that reason while smoking weed made it a little bit easier to get done what I had to get done. So I have two questions.

But ultimately, healing that reason while smoking weed made it a little bit easier to get done what I had to get done. So I have two questions.

Don't do it again. Oh, man. Talking about just probably just probably family, family, broken, broken home, broken childhood. You know, losing a lot of family members when I was young. I was very close to my. What did you lose? Just illnesses. Just a broken family. Like my uncle died when I was young. My grandmother. I was very close to my grandmother, my uncle.

Don't do it again. Oh, man. Talking about just probably just probably family, family, broken, broken home, broken childhood. You know, losing a lot of family members when I was young. I was very close to my. What did you lose? Just illnesses. Just a broken family. Like my uncle died when I was young. My grandmother. I was very close to my grandmother, my uncle.

Don't do it again. Oh, man. Talking about just probably just probably family, family, broken, broken home, broken childhood. You know, losing a lot of family members when I was young. I was very close to my. What did you lose? Just illnesses. Just a broken family. Like my uncle died when I was young. My grandmother. I was very close to my grandmother, my uncle.

And these are just family members that were, you know, close. My mom's my mom's and my dad were on drugs when they were young. When I was when I was young. So that probably was drug abuse in the home. You know, not my dad, not always being around. So just certain absences. Right. You know, being a villain. What led to the use?

And these are just family members that were, you know, close. My mom's my mom's and my dad were on drugs when they were young. When I was when I was young. So that probably was drug abuse in the home. You know, not my dad, not always being around. So just certain absences. Right. You know, being a villain. What led to the use?

And these are just family members that were, you know, close. My mom's my mom's and my dad were on drugs when they were young. When I was when I was young. So that probably was drug abuse in the home. You know, not my dad, not always being around. So just certain absences. Right. You know, being a villain. What led to the use?

But I have been so gone one time that my eyes popped out. That was my first time doing acid. On acid, your eyes? My eyes popped out on acid. I was in the mirror looking at myself in the mirror on acid. And I was staring at myself and I was like in disbelief that I could protrude my eyes the way I protrude my eyes. And I protruded my eyes in the, in the mirror off acid.

But I have been so gone one time that my eyes popped out. That was my first time doing acid. On acid, your eyes? My eyes popped out on acid. I was in the mirror looking at myself in the mirror on acid. And I was staring at myself and I was like in disbelief that I could protrude my eyes the way I protrude my eyes. And I protruded my eyes in the, in the mirror off acid.

But I have been so gone one time that my eyes popped out. That was my first time doing acid. On acid, your eyes? My eyes popped out on acid. I was in the mirror looking at myself in the mirror on acid. And I was staring at myself and I was like in disbelief that I could protrude my eyes the way I protrude my eyes. And I protruded my eyes in the, in the mirror off acid.