Chet Waterhouse

Who am I without show business or without anyone recognizing me?

And they were spiritual people.

And Jim is a spiritual person who's trying to explore his essence without being Ace Ventura, without being Larry Sanders.

What is that?

And I think what's fascinating about Gary is he decided that the best part of him was the giving part.

And in his journals near the end of his life, he just wrote, you know, give to others.

That's the win.

And that's where he got to.

Where did all the journals come from?

How did you find out about them and obtain them and all that?

Gary talked about them a little bit, but I put together his memorial service and I was putting a book together of photos.

And I asked his estate if I could scan some pages in these journals, which I had stumbled upon as we cleaned up his house.

And I realized instantly that there was a movie in Gary's life in these journals.

See, now let me cut you off.

Judd Apatow can't go to a deceased friend's house and clean up and put some shit in a box without stopping and going, this is a movie.

See, whereas my mom could happily come over, clean up all your shit and leave and not be burdened with the work.

You're literally cleaning out a loved one's house and working like you are.

You're not doesn't feel like work, but your brain never, never punched out.

exactly that's there may be something wrong with me my kids uh when i'm gone they will have a dumpster pulled up to the house they will toss it all in hard drives there's the lack of interest in all the ephemera of my life is startling my kids are gonna fire a flare gun in slow motion just through a sliding glass window and then slowly walk away again it's

All in slow motion.