Chloe Kim

I would get so hot, like so warm, so like...

I don't know, like maybe see red kind of vibes, but not really.

Like I would never hurt anyone.

But just like, just feel my heart starts racing.

Like my mind is going a million miles an hour.

I'm thinking about all these things.

And I hated that because I always wanted to be calm and

understanding logical assess the situation before you know having any type of reaction but i couldn't even do that i was like instant boom i don't like that that triggered me blah

Yeah, yeah.

And like, you know, I'm not breaking stuff.

Yeah, yeah, of course.

But I'm like, you know, very upset.

And I didn't like that.

And so I just felt like it was more than, like, I didn't feel like, I felt like it was too big of an issue for me to wait another two, three years for it to get better, if that makes sense.

It wasn't getting, yeah.

Like, you know, I think if I wasn't good at communicating or like expressing my emotions, you know, outside of a really like triggering environment that, okay, we can take the two to five years to work on that.

But like me feeling enraged in that way is not something I want to work towards for another three years.

Because I didn't like how I felt after.

It made me really sad because it's regret.

But I just felt like there was nothing I could do to get out of that in those moments.