Chris Cella

You know, it is like, truly, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Really? Yeah.

You know, it is like, truly, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Really? Yeah.

You know, it is like, truly, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Really? Yeah.

Pretty much. There were a few times when I was... uh, like kind of just on and off using. And so it was like the withdrawal was like, yeah, I kind of felt it, but there were, yeah, probably about 10 times when I went through hardcore withdrawal and, uh, yeah, every single time I was like, I never want to feel this feeling again, you know? And, but I wasn't, I still wasn't

Pretty much. There were a few times when I was... uh, like kind of just on and off using. And so it was like the withdrawal was like, yeah, I kind of felt it, but there were, yeah, probably about 10 times when I went through hardcore withdrawal and, uh, yeah, every single time I was like, I never want to feel this feeling again, you know? And, but I wasn't, I still wasn't

Pretty much. There were a few times when I was... uh, like kind of just on and off using. And so it was like the withdrawal was like, yeah, I kind of felt it, but there were, yeah, probably about 10 times when I went through hardcore withdrawal and, uh, yeah, every single time I was like, I never want to feel this feeling again, you know? And, but I wasn't, I still wasn't

committing to myself that I wanted to stop.

committing to myself that I wanted to stop.

committing to myself that I wanted to stop.

Uh, I mean, it's, they say like up to like seven days typically, but I mean, in reality, I mean, my, um, withdrawal, um, the, my last withdrawal lasted about like three, it was like three weeks before I remember, I remember like the day I was like laying in bed and I was like, wow, I actually feel comfortable. Like my body doesn't ache. Like I can, I'm like, I feel, I feel kind of normal.

Uh, I mean, it's, they say like up to like seven days typically, but I mean, in reality, I mean, my, um, withdrawal, um, the, my last withdrawal lasted about like three, it was like three weeks before I remember, I remember like the day I was like laying in bed and I was like, wow, I actually feel comfortable. Like my body doesn't ache. Like I can, I'm like, I feel, I feel kind of normal.

Uh, I mean, it's, they say like up to like seven days typically, but I mean, in reality, I mean, my, um, withdrawal, um, the, my last withdrawal lasted about like three, it was like three weeks before I remember, I remember like the day I was like laying in bed and I was like, wow, I actually feel comfortable. Like my body doesn't ache. Like I can, I'm like, I feel, I feel kind of normal.

Yeah. I mean, and it's like, again, the first week is just like absolute hell. You're sweating bullets. You're cold. Like the sweat on your body makes you cold. And then it's just, it's, it's terrible. And again, all of the other things I described and that just slowly. And then, and then the, the discomfort, it's like the epitome of discomfort.

Yeah. I mean, and it's like, again, the first week is just like absolute hell. You're sweating bullets. You're cold. Like the sweat on your body makes you cold. And then it's just, it's, it's terrible. And again, all of the other things I described and that just slowly. And then, and then the, the discomfort, it's like the epitome of discomfort.

Yeah. I mean, and it's like, again, the first week is just like absolute hell. You're sweating bullets. You're cold. Like the sweat on your body makes you cold. And then it's just, it's, it's terrible. And again, all of the other things I described and that just slowly. And then, and then the, the discomfort, it's like the epitome of discomfort.

some people got like diarrhea things like that I didn't some people got like would vomit and stuff but that never really happened to me I guess it's just you know depends on the person but yeah it just overwhelming like sense of just yeah shock I guess is the best way to put it and yeah again just terrible

some people got like diarrhea things like that I didn't some people got like would vomit and stuff but that never really happened to me I guess it's just you know depends on the person but yeah it just overwhelming like sense of just yeah shock I guess is the best way to put it and yeah again just terrible

some people got like diarrhea things like that I didn't some people got like would vomit and stuff but that never really happened to me I guess it's just you know depends on the person but yeah it just overwhelming like sense of just yeah shock I guess is the best way to put it and yeah again just terrible

Yeah. Yeah. So the first rehab I ever went to was, it was called the Phoenix house and it was in, um, it was in like Northern orange County and it was a state run facility. And like you, it was like a kind of like a bootcamp style. You had to like fold your bed with the military, you know, corner crease and everything like that. All your, um, shirts had to be lined up your, um,

Yeah. Yeah. So the first rehab I ever went to was, it was called the Phoenix house and it was in, um, it was in like Northern orange County and it was a state run facility. And like you, it was like a kind of like a bootcamp style. You had to like fold your bed with the military, you know, corner crease and everything like that. All your, um, shirts had to be lined up your, um,