Chris Cella

And I was like, you know, and I heard a voice in my head that I can only assume is just, you know, a spiritual awakening God saying like, what are you doing? What are you doing? Why are you here surrounded by these people? Like looking around, I'm just like, I have so much more to offer the world than what I'm, you know, I mean, I'm just a derelict and I don't have to be.

And I was like, you know, and I heard a voice in my head that I can only assume is just, you know, a spiritual awakening God saying like, what are you doing? What are you doing? Why are you here surrounded by these people? Like looking around, I'm just like, I have so much more to offer the world than what I'm, you know, I mean, I'm just a derelict and I don't have to be.

And I was like, you know, and I heard a voice in my head that I can only assume is just, you know, a spiritual awakening God saying like, what are you doing? What are you doing? Why are you here surrounded by these people? Like looking around, I'm just like, I have so much more to offer the world than what I'm, you know, I mean, I'm just a derelict and I don't have to be.

I have people who love me. I have people who would, you know, would die for me. You know, my family is, you know, You know, are so loyal and they love me so much. They just want me to stop being a piece of piece of garbage. And and I just that day I was like, I am done with this stuff. It's not fun anymore. Like and. and I, and I wanted to better myself.

I have people who love me. I have people who would, you know, would die for me. You know, my family is, you know, You know, are so loyal and they love me so much. They just want me to stop being a piece of piece of garbage. And and I just that day I was like, I am done with this stuff. It's not fun anymore. Like and. and I, and I wanted to better myself.

I have people who love me. I have people who would, you know, would die for me. You know, my family is, you know, You know, are so loyal and they love me so much. They just want me to stop being a piece of piece of garbage. And and I just that day I was like, I am done with this stuff. It's not fun anymore. Like and. and I, and I wanted to better myself.

That was, so, you know, I think that was God instilling the motivation. So yeah, I mean, yeah, I got sober at a crack. It's kind of funny, you know, tried 50 different rehab centers, but ended up, you know, getting sober at a crack house. Um, but I think that that's, yeah, it was, you were smoking weed in the halfway house. Yeah. He didn't care about, yeah.

That was, so, you know, I think that was God instilling the motivation. So yeah, I mean, yeah, I got sober at a crack. It's kind of funny, you know, tried 50 different rehab centers, but ended up, you know, getting sober at a crack house. Um, but I think that that's, yeah, it was, you were smoking weed in the halfway house. Yeah. He didn't care about, yeah.

That was, so, you know, I think that was God instilling the motivation. So yeah, I mean, yeah, I got sober at a crack. It's kind of funny, you know, tried 50 different rehab centers, but ended up, you know, getting sober at a crack house. Um, but I think that that's, yeah, it was, you were smoking weed in the halfway house. Yeah. He didn't care about, yeah.

And yeah, you could smoke anything you wanted in there pretty much. Um, And, yeah, I was just like that day I knew I was never going to touch an opiate again. And I know people say like you have to wake up and make a decision every day that you're not going to use. But it's like I don't even – it doesn't even like register in my mind like –

And yeah, you could smoke anything you wanted in there pretty much. Um, And, yeah, I was just like that day I knew I was never going to touch an opiate again. And I know people say like you have to wake up and make a decision every day that you're not going to use. But it's like I don't even – it doesn't even like register in my mind like –

And yeah, you could smoke anything you wanted in there pretty much. Um, And, yeah, I was just like that day I knew I was never going to touch an opiate again. And I know people say like you have to wake up and make a decision every day that you're not going to use. But it's like I don't even – it doesn't even like register in my mind like –

like to fit to say it like oh i'm not going to use heroin today because like you know what i mean you know what i'm saying i do know what you're saying actually yeah it's like because it's like i look back and i'm like that's i i'm a different person i'm truly a different person i i've like evolved it's like a caterpillar becoming a butterfly or you know whatever analogy you want to use but um just and looking back and thinking how could i have possibly done all this

like to fit to say it like oh i'm not going to use heroin today because like you know what i mean you know what i'm saying i do know what you're saying actually yeah it's like because it's like i look back and i'm like that's i i'm a different person i'm truly a different person i i've like evolved it's like a caterpillar becoming a butterfly or you know whatever analogy you want to use but um just and looking back and thinking how could i have possibly done all this

like to fit to say it like oh i'm not going to use heroin today because like you know what i mean you know what i'm saying i do know what you're saying actually yeah it's like because it's like i look back and i'm like that's i i'm a different person i'm truly a different person i i've like evolved it's like a caterpillar becoming a butterfly or you know whatever analogy you want to use but um just and looking back and thinking how could i have possibly done all this

And yeah, I mean, Christ plays a huge role and I think it's really important. And even for people who are excuse me, you know, maybe atheistic or whatever, but just believing in something greater than yourself that can – that, you know, you can strive to be better and strive to, you know, just whatever, set goals for yourself and achieve them.

And yeah, I mean, Christ plays a huge role and I think it's really important. And even for people who are excuse me, you know, maybe atheistic or whatever, but just believing in something greater than yourself that can – that, you know, you can strive to be better and strive to, you know, just whatever, set goals for yourself and achieve them.

And yeah, I mean, Christ plays a huge role and I think it's really important. And even for people who are excuse me, you know, maybe atheistic or whatever, but just believing in something greater than yourself that can – that, you know, you can strive to be better and strive to, you know, just whatever, set goals for yourself and achieve them.

And by doing that, you are – you know, I think that's how people – can find a way out of addiction and then you grasp onto something, find things that you really enjoy. So like what – I was like, okay, what do I enjoy? Like I love movies. I'm a huge movie fanatic and I'm really interested in politics and journalism.

And by doing that, you are – you know, I think that's how people – can find a way out of addiction and then you grasp onto something, find things that you really enjoy. So like what – I was like, okay, what do I enjoy? Like I love movies. I'm a huge movie fanatic and I'm really interested in politics and journalism.