Chris Fettes

Whatever the environments were, to then make him what he is now, he hasn't made a decision to change that for his own kids, right? And I guarantee you now, they're all fucked up too. So that's a choice that any one person can make, but you can't see through the veil of that conflict and trauma and bullshit. I call it bullshit. It's just the easiest way for me to explain it is stuff.

Whatever the environments were, to then make him what he is now, he hasn't made a decision to change that for his own kids, right? And I guarantee you now, they're all fucked up too. So that's a choice that any one person can make, but you can't see through the veil of that conflict and trauma and bullshit. I call it bullshit. It's just the easiest way for me to explain it is stuff.

And it's just piled on top of us over time to where that soul right here and here is just covered in bullshit. And you can't, how do you see through? You gotta, it's like being stuck in mud or quicksand. And the decision is, it's like a shovel. You got to do work every day to get it down, at least to where you can see something, you know? It doesn't have to be perfect.

And it's just piled on top of us over time to where that soul right here and here is just covered in bullshit. And you can't, how do you see through? You gotta, it's like being stuck in mud or quicksand. And the decision is, it's like a shovel. You got to do work every day to get it down, at least to where you can see something, you know? It doesn't have to be perfect.

And it's just piled on top of us over time to where that soul right here and here is just covered in bullshit. And you can't, how do you see through? You gotta, it's like being stuck in mud or quicksand. And the decision is, it's like a shovel. You got to do work every day to get it down, at least to where you can see something, you know? It doesn't have to be perfect.

To find a way, and there's different ways of experience. Plant medicines for sure work for me. There's other ways. Native Americans do sweat lodges, you know. Ancient people did different things. Rites of passages to becoming a man, you know. But the point being some way for you to just stop and realize, I feel like I'm full of shit, right? And

To find a way, and there's different ways of experience. Plant medicines for sure work for me. There's other ways. Native Americans do sweat lodges, you know. Ancient people did different things. Rites of passages to becoming a man, you know. But the point being some way for you to just stop and realize, I feel like I'm full of shit, right? And

To find a way, and there's different ways of experience. Plant medicines for sure work for me. There's other ways. Native Americans do sweat lodges, you know. Ancient people did different things. Rites of passages to becoming a man, you know. But the point being some way for you to just stop and realize, I feel like I'm full of shit, right? And

For me, when I got out of the military, it was like, I couldn't figure it out. When I talked to my wife, you know, when I was fucking things up constantly, it was like, I just crying with her. Like, I just feel this creature inside of me, right? Just this like little dark creature. And, you know, that's just how I visualized it. But one, identifying that and then going, what caused this?

For me, when I got out of the military, it was like, I couldn't figure it out. When I talked to my wife, you know, when I was fucking things up constantly, it was like, I just crying with her. Like, I just feel this creature inside of me, right? Just this like little dark creature. And, you know, that's just how I visualized it. But one, identifying that and then going, what caused this?

For me, when I got out of the military, it was like, I couldn't figure it out. When I talked to my wife, you know, when I was fucking things up constantly, it was like, I just crying with her. Like, I just feel this creature inside of me, right? Just this like little dark creature. And, you know, that's just how I visualized it. But one, identifying that and then going, what caused this?

Because I think that every one of us in the world

Because I think that every one of us in the world

Because I think that every one of us in the world

you know, from the very healthy of us all the way to, you know, the bent over fentanyl addict, you know, in San Diego, the memory, the very specific memory of what somebody did to you or what happened to you, whether it was a collective over time or a very specific thing or a whole bunch of very specific things, but you know, you know what it is, you know, and you just

you know, from the very healthy of us all the way to, you know, the bent over fentanyl addict, you know, in San Diego, the memory, the very specific memory of what somebody did to you or what happened to you, whether it was a collective over time or a very specific thing or a whole bunch of very specific things, but you know, you know what it is, you know, and you just

you know, from the very healthy of us all the way to, you know, the bent over fentanyl addict, you know, in San Diego, the memory, the very specific memory of what somebody did to you or what happened to you, whether it was a collective over time or a very specific thing or a whole bunch of very specific things, but you know, you know what it is, you know, and you just

You don't want to admit to yourself, you know, that it's that that started it, whatever the trauma is, whatever the things, you know what I mean?

You don't want to admit to yourself, you know, that it's that that started it, whatever the trauma is, whatever the things, you know what I mean?

You don't want to admit to yourself, you know, that it's that that started it, whatever the trauma is, whatever the things, you know what I mean?