Chris Fettes

Got stationed there. Super cool. We lived there for four years. But I had free floating reign around the whole neighborhood as a six-year-old, right? So I was friends with this other six-year-old, and there was a specific... few days where we ended up in his house down the road, but he had older siblings, 12, 13, 14, whose parents were also gone all the time.

And they were watching porn in the living room. So now I go here, I'm a six-year-old and they, you know how, you know, I see it with kids now, they influence each other. They go, hey, they think it's a good idea to take the six-year-old and go like, look at this.

And they were watching porn in the living room. So now I go here, I'm a six-year-old and they, you know how, you know, I see it with kids now, they influence each other. They go, hey, they think it's a good idea to take the six-year-old and go like, look at this.

And they were watching porn in the living room. So now I go here, I'm a six-year-old and they, you know how, you know, I see it with kids now, they influence each other. They go, hey, they think it's a good idea to take the six-year-old and go like, look at this.

And you're like, and I'm sitting there looking at this scene that I remember the very, this is what I'm saying with, you know what it is. I remember the very specific things that I was watching in that scene, not knowing what the fuck they were to go. I don't know what it is, but it's fascinating in some way.

And you're like, and I'm sitting there looking at this scene that I remember the very, this is what I'm saying with, you know what it is. I remember the very specific things that I was watching in that scene, not knowing what the fuck they were to go. I don't know what it is, but it's fascinating in some way.

And you're like, and I'm sitting there looking at this scene that I remember the very, this is what I'm saying with, you know what it is. I remember the very specific things that I was watching in that scene, not knowing what the fuck they were to go. I don't know what it is, but it's fascinating in some way.

It's like this, like something I've, you know, and then all of a sudden you're a six-year-old kid trauma, right? Yeah. affects the rest of the path of your life with this sexual bullshit, right? That you saw too soon.

It's like this, like something I've, you know, and then all of a sudden you're a six-year-old kid trauma, right? Yeah. affects the rest of the path of your life with this sexual bullshit, right? That you saw too soon.

It's like this, like something I've, you know, and then all of a sudden you're a six-year-old kid trauma, right? Yeah. affects the rest of the path of your life with this sexual bullshit, right? That you saw too soon.

Because you don't even need to be thinking about it until your body matures into that, which was the original purpose for sex in the first place is to reproduce and like, you know, yeah, it feels good. Whatever, we figure that out. That's an intimacy thing, but not as a six-year-old. You're supposed to be playing, you know? You're supposed to be looking at bugs. And... Coloring, you know?

Because you don't even need to be thinking about it until your body matures into that, which was the original purpose for sex in the first place is to reproduce and like, you know, yeah, it feels good. Whatever, we figure that out. That's an intimacy thing, but not as a six-year-old. You're supposed to be playing, you know? You're supposed to be looking at bugs. And... Coloring, you know?

Because you don't even need to be thinking about it until your body matures into that, which was the original purpose for sex in the first place is to reproduce and like, you know, yeah, it feels good. Whatever, we figure that out. That's an intimacy thing, but not as a six-year-old. You're supposed to be playing, you know? You're supposed to be looking at bugs. And... Coloring, you know?

So in one of my plant medicine experiences, I was able to go back to this very closely and like almost float around it like a spirit and go, holy shit, I'm looking at my face. I'm going around looking at my reaction to it and crying for myself to go, what? Like, you know, just want to pull him out of there and fucking stop it.

So in one of my plant medicine experiences, I was able to go back to this very closely and like almost float around it like a spirit and go, holy shit, I'm looking at my face. I'm going around looking at my reaction to it and crying for myself to go, what? Like, you know, just want to pull him out of there and fucking stop it.

So in one of my plant medicine experiences, I was able to go back to this very closely and like almost float around it like a spirit and go, holy shit, I'm looking at my face. I'm going around looking at my reaction to it and crying for myself to go, what? Like, you know, just want to pull him out of there and fucking stop it.

right so but it went on for a couple of different days we're in there and that became a porn addiction for later okay um and i'm not embarrassed to say really because i know how many people in america are addicted to porn if you watch it every day or even every week you've got some sort of some level of addiction you know there's a spectrum for different addictions and now when i think about it i go

right so but it went on for a couple of different days we're in there and that became a porn addiction for later okay um and i'm not embarrassed to say really because i know how many people in america are addicted to porn if you watch it every day or even every week you've got some sort of some level of addiction you know there's a spectrum for different addictions and now when i think about it i go

right so but it went on for a couple of different days we're in there and that became a porn addiction for later okay um and i'm not embarrassed to say really because i know how many people in america are addicted to porn if you watch it every day or even every week you've got some sort of some level of addiction you know there's a spectrum for different addictions and now when i think about it i go

One of the worst things we could have ever done as a society, and it just gradually happened, just like everything else does, just like AI, just all the things. The internet, we create it. We can't figure out or agree to how to use it the right way or how to kind of regulate it so it's healthy, right? And then it just explodes into this infinite realm of deviant, dark shit.