Chris Fettes

The rest of us inside might have been a little bit more protected, but that thing is like, if you can see the diagrams for the frequencies and radiation these things put out, it's fucking not good to sit next to for hours.

The rest of us inside might have been a little bit more protected, but that thing is like, if you can see the diagrams for the frequencies and radiation these things put out, it's fucking not good to sit next to for hours.

It's completely different, in my opinion. It's... It's not the same as doing it up close and personal. But all the, you know, the times that I did do it, and I got a lot more at Dev Group than I did in the team. I didn't think about that so much. And so when guys, you know, talk about this question, you know, I understand when they say, I didn't think much about it, you know, because...

It's completely different, in my opinion. It's... It's not the same as doing it up close and personal. But all the, you know, the times that I did do it, and I got a lot more at Dev Group than I did in the team. I didn't think about that so much. And so when guys, you know, talk about this question, you know, I understand when they say, I didn't think much about it, you know, because...

It's completely different, in my opinion. It's... It's not the same as doing it up close and personal. But all the, you know, the times that I did do it, and I got a lot more at Dev Group than I did in the team. I didn't think about that so much. And so when guys, you know, talk about this question, you know, I understand when they say, I didn't think much about it, you know, because...

we intentionally are desensitized to it. We're more attuned with the actual identification of the target and who it is. Like, is it a man, you know, male? Is he armed, is he not armed, whatever? Than taking the life itself. Because to be honest with you, the taking the life itself thing is another, it falls, it aligns again with that validation thing it did for me anyways, where it was like,

we intentionally are desensitized to it. We're more attuned with the actual identification of the target and who it is. Like, is it a man, you know, male? Is he armed, is he not armed, whatever? Than taking the life itself. Because to be honest with you, the taking the life itself thing is another, it falls, it aligns again with that validation thing it did for me anyways, where it was like,

we intentionally are desensitized to it. We're more attuned with the actual identification of the target and who it is. Like, is it a man, you know, male? Is he armed, is he not armed, whatever? Than taking the life itself. Because to be honest with you, the taking the life itself thing is another, it falls, it aligns again with that validation thing it did for me anyways, where it was like,

I didn't think too much about it because if I was the guy that got the kill that night, it was like, felt good. It's like your buddies are like, cool, this guy, we can trust this guy to do his job, you know, and not be affected by it too much.

I didn't think too much about it because if I was the guy that got the kill that night, it was like, felt good. It's like your buddies are like, cool, this guy, we can trust this guy to do his job, you know, and not be affected by it too much.

I didn't think too much about it because if I was the guy that got the kill that night, it was like, felt good. It's like your buddies are like, cool, this guy, we can trust this guy to do his job, you know, and not be affected by it too much.

And the same sort of theme comes out of it the more guys that I study and the more guys that I think about and look at, you know, I think about these things now that I have the space to do it. That's now where it kind of comes back to go, those moments I can now go back to just the same way I did with my childhood memories. And now go sort of analyze it.

And the same sort of theme comes out of it the more guys that I study and the more guys that I think about and look at, you know, I think about these things now that I have the space to do it. That's now where it kind of comes back to go, those moments I can now go back to just the same way I did with my childhood memories. And now go sort of analyze it.

And the same sort of theme comes out of it the more guys that I study and the more guys that I think about and look at, you know, I think about these things now that I have the space to do it. That's now where it kind of comes back to go, those moments I can now go back to just the same way I did with my childhood memories. And now go sort of analyze it.

Just try my best to see the truth in every one of those moments, you know, for what it was. And then with no other goal than just understanding it the best that I could for me. Do you remember all of them? Some of them were a blur, especially if it was during like a firefight. But the ones that were close up, you know, I've got some sniper ones. I think about them sometimes.

Just try my best to see the truth in every one of those moments, you know, for what it was. And then with no other goal than just understanding it the best that I could for me. Do you remember all of them? Some of them were a blur, especially if it was during like a firefight. But the ones that were close up, you know, I've got some sniper ones. I think about them sometimes.

Just try my best to see the truth in every one of those moments, you know, for what it was. And then with no other goal than just understanding it the best that I could for me. Do you remember all of them? Some of them were a blur, especially if it was during like a firefight. But the ones that were close up, you know, I've got some sniper ones. I think about them sometimes.

But, you know, in war, you know, they're trying to kill you and you're trying to kill them. And so I think less about it.

But, you know, in war, you know, they're trying to kill you and you're trying to kill them. And so I think less about it.

But, you know, in war, you know, they're trying to kill you and you're trying to kill them. And so I think less about it.