Chris Fettes

even under the ocean, then words is like a sprinkle of sand in your hand, and you're trying to use those to tell everybody about all of the sand. So it's hard. Some people are really good at it with their vocabulary. Their vocabulary is better than others. So you just try your best, but that's what I'm saying with purpose. It's more aligned with not your fucking title. I am a...

mother with adhd that you know is a teacher and does and all this stack of and my sexuality is this this this i'm not saying anything about sexuality they're fine i'm saying that that's not what you are yeah that's just one tiny little aspect of part of what you are You know, so the purpose thing is it's a more literal thing. Like, what do you do and why? You know, what do you want to do?

mother with adhd that you know is a teacher and does and all this stack of and my sexuality is this this this i'm not saying anything about sexuality they're fine i'm saying that that's not what you are yeah that's just one tiny little aspect of part of what you are You know, so the purpose thing is it's a more literal thing. Like, what do you do and why? You know, what do you want to do?

mother with adhd that you know is a teacher and does and all this stack of and my sexuality is this this this i'm not saying anything about sexuality they're fine i'm saying that that's not what you are yeah that's just one tiny little aspect of part of what you are You know, so the purpose thing is it's a more literal thing. Like, what do you do and why? You know, what do you want to do?

I want to paint. Or maybe your purpose is to create. Go do something. See if you love it, you know? And make some move towards that. Or, you know, maybe it's to teach. And if you're a teacher and you love – have you ever seen a teacher that loves being a teacher no matter how stressful it is?

I want to paint. Or maybe your purpose is to create. Go do something. See if you love it, you know? And make some move towards that. Or, you know, maybe it's to teach. And if you're a teacher and you love – have you ever seen a teacher that loves being a teacher no matter how stressful it is?

I want to paint. Or maybe your purpose is to create. Go do something. See if you love it, you know? And make some move towards that. Or, you know, maybe it's to teach. And if you're a teacher and you love – have you ever seen a teacher that loves being a teacher no matter how stressful it is?

You ever had one of those teachers and you're like, that was a good one. I remember she cared. I could feel that she cared about us all. And that shit's stressful because there's other teachers that hate it. And they might be convincing themselves that that's their purpose. My purpose is to teach and they force it, force it, force it. But why are you so miserable doing it?

You ever had one of those teachers and you're like, that was a good one. I remember she cared. I could feel that she cared about us all. And that shit's stressful because there's other teachers that hate it. And they might be convincing themselves that that's their purpose. My purpose is to teach and they force it, force it, force it. But why are you so miserable doing it?

You ever had one of those teachers and you're like, that was a good one. I remember she cared. I could feel that she cared about us all. And that shit's stressful because there's other teachers that hate it. And they might be convincing themselves that that's their purpose. My purpose is to teach and they force it, force it, force it. But why are you so miserable doing it?

It might not be, you know, and then you're afraid to let that go, you know, and move into something else that might be more aligned with your purpose. So it's that.

It might not be, you know, and then you're afraid to let that go, you know, and move into something else that might be more aligned with your purpose. So it's that.

It might not be, you know, and then you're afraid to let that go, you know, and move into something else that might be more aligned with your purpose. So it's that.

And... You might have to do some shit in the meantime. That's not a limitation. That's just what you got to do. You got to have some money. You got to put food on the table. You do those things, and you just fucking get through it. But if you can commit a couple years, you know, it's worth it.

And... You might have to do some shit in the meantime. That's not a limitation. That's just what you got to do. You got to have some money. You got to put food on the table. You do those things, and you just fucking get through it. But if you can commit a couple years, you know, it's worth it.

And... You might have to do some shit in the meantime. That's not a limitation. That's just what you got to do. You got to have some money. You got to put food on the table. You do those things, and you just fucking get through it. But if you can commit a couple years, you know, it's worth it.

I don't want them, and I've told them this, and my wife, because there's just, there were so many close calls, and it's just, now I'm a father, now I know there's danger. I'm okay with danger.

I don't want them, and I've told them this, and my wife, because there's just, there were so many close calls, and it's just, now I'm a father, now I know there's danger. I'm okay with danger.

I don't want them, and I've told them this, and my wife, because there's just, there were so many close calls, and it's just, now I'm a father, now I know there's danger. I'm okay with danger.

This brings me back too to so many, every time somebody was lost, it's like I go back now to those memories where I wasn't really paying close enough attention to the fathers, now that I'm a father, or even in the mothers too, of how overwhelming that feels when that happens to them. It's like, it's just, it's like the toad. It's like the toad, but worse, more overwhelming than the toad.