Christian Huff

So yeah, those two days later we meet.

And I mean, I was like terrified to me because this is like I was carrying something that was so vulnerable that I had never said out loud.

And so it was very much I had never shared it with one person.

And so we get together.

We sit down.

It takes me a while and I don't remember exactly how it all came out.

But I finally told her, like, I love being with you.

I love like how much fun we have.

But something about me that you don't know is that like I have been living like this double life.

Like I am same sex attracted.

And I don't remember all the words I said in that moment, but it was basically telling her that like I had.

My whole life I had felt like I was different than other guys and like I didn't know what to do with those attractions.

And then I had acted out in it.

And so it was just this whole moment of me telling her who I really was.

And we're years in.

So we know each other so well.

And she's like hearing it for the first time.

So I'm thinking, you know, once I tell her this, like she's, it's done, like she's out, like she will, you know, okay, that's too much for me.

And like, this is impossible.

But what I was met with when I told her, you know, of my attractions and like what I had been doing on the side and like what my life really looked like and opened up to her.