Christina

Not without crying.

I felt like

It was like the one thing that I was really good at.

I think the reason why, like, it still affects me now is because I didn't fight for it.

I have many memories of visiting my mom in the mental hospital when I was young, like 7, 8, 9, kind of age 10.

It's weird.

It's a really weird experience to go.

Knowing that the other people are mentally unstable and could... She can't predict what they're going to do.

Yeah, and my mom was, you know, kind of a zombie because of all the medication.

And obviously it was like...

sad and upset that she had to be there and wasn't with me um yeah it was an awful place

It makes you grow up way too fast.

Yeah, I think that's why I was a nanny.

Because I could be around kids and have a childhood with all these other children.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, I did the same thing.

It was just really intense, and there's a lot of things that she said that were very hurtful to me.

It's like she affected me tonight, but not in the way that she used to.