Ciara Greene

There was no pretending that this was a safe thing to do. I no longer believed that it was in any way a safe thing to do. So I never I still have the bike and I still want to get back on it, but I've never gotten back to being able to cycle to work, for example.

There was no pretending that this was a safe thing to do. I no longer believed that it was in any way a safe thing to do. So I never I still have the bike and I still want to get back on it, but I've never gotten back to being able to cycle to work, for example.

There was no pretending that this was a safe thing to do. I no longer believed that it was in any way a safe thing to do. So I never I still have the bike and I still want to get back on it, but I've never gotten back to being able to cycle to work, for example.

I don't think I've even really gotten to that stage. I think if I was even to think about, you know, would I do it tomorrow? Because I'd have to plan. I'd have to think, well, you know, I'll pack the bike bag and I'll pump up the tyres, you know, on the bike. And just straight away, I'm just like, no. There's always a thing. It's particularly... I live in Ireland. It rains a lot.

I don't think I've even really gotten to that stage. I think if I was even to think about, you know, would I do it tomorrow? Because I'd have to plan. I'd have to think, well, you know, I'll pack the bike bag and I'll pump up the tyres, you know, on the bike. And just straight away, I'm just like, no. There's always a thing. It's particularly... I live in Ireland. It rains a lot.

I don't think I've even really gotten to that stage. I think if I was even to think about, you know, would I do it tomorrow? Because I'd have to plan. I'd have to think, well, you know, I'll pack the bike bag and I'll pump up the tyres, you know, on the bike. And just straight away, I'm just like, no. There's always a thing. It's particularly... I live in Ireland. It rains a lot.

This is no surprise. If I look out the window and it looks like it might be wet, it might be rainy, the road might be slick... Absolutely no way. The thought of getting on the bike is really very frightening. I start to feel very anxious about it. So even if I'm driving and I see people, you know, cyclists weaving around, I get so anxious on their behalf. What if they slipped? What if they fell?

This is no surprise. If I look out the window and it looks like it might be wet, it might be rainy, the road might be slick... Absolutely no way. The thought of getting on the bike is really very frightening. I start to feel very anxious about it. So even if I'm driving and I see people, you know, cyclists weaving around, I get so anxious on their behalf. What if they slipped? What if they fell?

This is no surprise. If I look out the window and it looks like it might be wet, it might be rainy, the road might be slick... Absolutely no way. The thought of getting on the bike is really very frightening. I start to feel very anxious about it. So even if I'm driving and I see people, you know, cyclists weaving around, I get so anxious on their behalf. What if they slipped? What if they fell?

What if they got knocked down? What if they had an accident? But it's absorbing a good amount of my attention.

What if they got knocked down? What if they had an accident? But it's absorbing a good amount of my attention.

What if they got knocked down? What if they had an accident? But it's absorbing a good amount of my attention.

Yes, to a certain extent. But then I had a strange experience maybe a year and a half ago. So maybe again, about a year and a half after the accident, I had laser eye surgery. It only takes about 10 minutes and it's not painful. They put, you know, anesthetic eye drops into your eyes.

Yes, to a certain extent. But then I had a strange experience maybe a year and a half ago. So maybe again, about a year and a half after the accident, I had laser eye surgery. It only takes about 10 minutes and it's not painful. They put, you know, anesthetic eye drops into your eyes.

Yes, to a certain extent. But then I had a strange experience maybe a year and a half ago. So maybe again, about a year and a half after the accident, I had laser eye surgery. It only takes about 10 minutes and it's not painful. They put, you know, anesthetic eye drops into your eyes.

But obviously your eyes are open for the surgery and there's, you know, a laser coming in and doing things and there's a lot of pressure on your eye. And when they're doing that, you see strange things. Like it looks like kind of like a tunnel.

But obviously your eyes are open for the surgery and there's, you know, a laser coming in and doing things and there's a lot of pressure on your eye. And when they're doing that, you see strange things. Like it looks like kind of like a tunnel.

But obviously your eyes are open for the surgery and there's, you know, a laser coming in and doing things and there's a lot of pressure on your eye. And when they're doing that, you see strange things. Like it looks like kind of like a tunnel.

You know, you have that kind of vibe of things looking like things are coming away, shooting away from you or coming towards you like they're down a tunnel. And I had this almost flashback to that ketamine experience where I told you it felt like I was being compressed and squeezed down a tunnel. And it was just the visual elements of that gave me this...

You know, you have that kind of vibe of things looking like things are coming away, shooting away from you or coming towards you like they're down a tunnel. And I had this almost flashback to that ketamine experience where I told you it felt like I was being compressed and squeezed down a tunnel. And it was just the visual elements of that gave me this...