Coburn Bell
Appearances
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I had never met a person like that before. Just the assertiveness and almost like being able to manifest immediately the future that she wanted for herself.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I got a message from her because she didn't drive. She asked if I would drive her to the beach.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
So we went to the beach at night and there was just by happenstance, an incredible, beautiful meteor shower. I think she felt it was a universal sign. It was exciting for me. I mean, it was just an immediately, incredibly impassioned and passionate affair. It was literally in the stars. And that was, I think, when the relationship kind of just started.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
Got down on one knee, gave her my grandmother's ring, and we just went to the courthouse in Beverly Hills and got married.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I probably had like $20,000 to my name. Yeah, I don't think I was making more than like $80,000 a year. And I think the rent was about $2,000 a month. And I had a nice one-bedroom apartment in an older building in Los Angeles. Far from being wealthy. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
By then she had dated every famous person, billionaire, seen everything that she had wanted to see. And I think she recognized that that was not the life she wanted to live.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I think she was eager for like family and a sense of stability and kind of shifting away from, you know, this jet setting model life of like celebrity and things moving fast into something that was more, Like permanent and grounding and stable. A routine that she never had.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
And my piece was in trying to figure out how to take that perfect picture as quickly as possible. I was somebody that was very anti-social media, that really respected my own privacy, that never wanted to do anything like this. I mean, I had obligations to go, like, make content with her. That was part of the agreement for sure.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
It was a crash course in... how to create and manipulate and portray the reality of the situation into something that was idealistic, into kind of like the message that she wanted to share.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
When we were in Brazil, she was also very interested in seeking out various churches or alternative types of magic.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I think she just liked the, perhaps maybe just like the mystique of it all.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I think she idolized Trump. She idolized Bolsonaro in the ways that they were able to like manipulate people to believe things, right? These were the people that she looked up to and she respected.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
I mean, she hardly slept. I think she would sleep two, three, four hours a night at most. Otherwise, she was working, sending a million messages. She did not like to leave the apartment. You know, she just wanted to like grow and grow and grow and grow and grow.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
She would have a dream that I was cheating on her and she would wake up and she would, like, just roll over and start hitting me.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
Who is this person that texted you? And then, like, if any girl texted me, period, she would, like, call them and yell at them, like, don't you ever text. Like, it was pretty intense.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
She spoke numerous times of being raped, of effectively being left to care for herself since she was five years old. Yeah, everything is probably a reflection or in compounding of the abuse she experienced growing up.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
We did like couples therapy. I mean, our relationship, of course, was like so fractured and broken in the dynamic that there was also no room to escape.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
The Voice | 3
The correctness of like the spiritual transmissions she was receiving.