Colleen Reed

I still, like, let's still work on this.

Like, I can't imagine a life without you.

And we would say, okay.

And then we work on it and then low.

And so it was low, low, low.

And we finally just hit that point where it was, you know, we can't do this anymore.

Like we, we've tried it so many times and it hasn't been successful.

And I'm was, you know, I've just turned 30 and we do have a clock ticking and I really, really, I want four kids.

Yeah.

I want, I want, I want a big family, but I,

I will not have kids with you until I know I am absolutely in love with you.

I'll freeze my eggs.

I'll be okay, but I am not going to have a kid with you until I truly love you.

I want to...

You know, having a kid in the relationship already adds so much stress.

We're not like madly in love with each other.

That's, no, we can't.

And so I'm getting to this point where I want to have a family, but it's not working with him.

And I would say the same, he would probably thought the same as well.

And we just looked at each other on November 16th and we were like, we literally can't do this anymore.