Colleen Reed

I would say that he would agree with that as well because we weren't going to see each other anymore.

Even though we were separated for those several months, we still saw each other.

And so it was kind of like that finality of it, that realization that we really are not together anymore.

We're not going to be together anymore.

I probably, so I was dealing with moving out and I was also leaving for Italy the next day and then we were announcing and then breaking up so it was like a lot so I was just kind of like running around with my head cut off basically and then when we said goodbye to each other, me personally sobbing, just like sobbing.

I'm not gonna get emotional thinking about it.

It was just really, really sad and really, really hard.

And it was real.

I just wanna scream that to the mountain tops, to many people who say that it's not real.

And I'm like, do you wanna pay for my therapy bill?

It was really heartbreaking, giving him that final hug and saying goodbye.

I drove away and I knew that I was making the right decision and I know that he was making the right decision but

yeah, we did it and I'm okay now.

But for those few hours that we were saying goodbye to each other, oh my God, it was like the hardest thing ever.

And sometimes those breakups can be almost just as bad as like if cheating were to happen or like, you know, there's a lot of tension between, it's so hard for two people to come together and be like, this is not working.

We can't be together.

And we need to separate and like that is the hardest decision to make and then the heart like it's so hard when you're actually Doing it.

Yes, because yeah, it's just not nothing Yeah, and there have been so many times where we're almost there and

who would be like, no, let's keep working on it.

And we would still keep working on it.