Colman Noctor

I remember the editor guy would say, can you give me a draft on that?

And I'd give it back to him in three days time.

And he's like, how did you do this?

Like nobody does.

And then they're going, give me the next bit and I'll go with that again.

And people see that as efficiency.

And I would see people would say to me, Coleman, you're a machine.

I just asked you for that and you've got it.

But in my life, I have two times right now or never.

Do you know what I mean?

So if I don't do this for you straight away,

I don't have any confidence that I'm going to remember to do that.

And it's not it's not because I've deprioritized it or because it's not important, but it's just it goes from my recall completely.

And like, again, when I explain this, it sounds like I'm looking for excuses.

I'm genuinely not.

But anyway.

The idea of, and again, because I have awareness of that, I write everything in my phone, like every appointment or reminder prompts to do this and prompts to do that.

It's constantly reminding me to do things.

But that efficiency is born out of

a lifetime of forgetting to do something that really mattered to you and letting people down.