Connor

Like a thing gets me in these dreams.

And I don't know how to describe this other than this is how it feels and like how it occurred to me.

But the thing that was getting me in the dreams is also the same.

And I don't know how to tell you why I know that, but that was a theme that I was very conscious of the whole time.

It was like the same thing is getting me in my dreams, even if it didn't always look the same.

But basically all the dreams centered around an entity of some kind being in my house.

Like there's another person here and that other person kept making themselves known in the dream or charging at me in the dream.

I had her grab my shoulders and like scream at me like in a dream before too.

It got consistent and I guess bad enough that I actually had to start training myself.

I started just anytime that entity or anything started to feel awry or uncomfortable in a dream, I would just start screaming, like just screaming bloody murder.

And what that would do is usually make me start screaming in real life and would usually wake me up to get out because it was like, I actually don't feel like I have any avenue in these dreams to do anything about this.

Like I'm gonna just keep being terrorized.

So it just got to the point where I was like, okay, well, we're going to develop an eject button and call it good.

It was a person, or it always looked like a person, and I do want to make that distinction again.

It felt like it was...

like, its face sometimes in my dreams would change.

It would change its face in front of me.

And there was a time it had changed its face, like, to my wife's face, and then, like, off of, and then, like, and then undid it.

And it was, like, that was terrifying.

Like, that was a threat.