Courtney

And then I remember getting my dad on the phone on FaceTime.

And I don't remember who called them.

I don't know who did all that, but I remember seeing him and I, again, started to freak out.

And I was like, I don't know what's happening.

I don't know what's going on.

And he just was like, oh, something really wrong happened.

Something has happened.

that is not good.

So yeah, I just remember talking to him for a little bit, like trying to, you know, talk to him at least, even though like my words weren't coherent and you know, I knew what I wanted to say, but I couldn't get the words out.

And I, that was very, that,

That in itself was very, very frustrating because when you know what you want to say, but you can't physically get the words out and like say sentences.

Yeah.

And it's like I knew how to do this like an hour ago and I can't do this.

Like it's so weird to not be able to do this.

Yeah.

Like it's nothing that I've ever like experienced.

Yeah.

And I, I just remember being so frustrated at that, that I couldn't get any words out.

And, well, I couldn't, I could get words out, but I couldn't get, like, it wasn't coherent, and he couldn't understand what I was trying to say.

And so I couldn't speak sentences because, like, it was all jumbled in my head, and I was like, I don't know how to, like,