Courtney

Uh, it's so reassuring to know that these lovely individuals are in my life and that at a moment's notice anywhere I can reach out and kind of, you know, connect with them both. And I feel like this is a connection that will last for the rest of my life because how do you, you know...

Uh, it's so reassuring to know that these lovely individuals are in my life and that at a moment's notice anywhere I can reach out and kind of, you know, connect with them both. And I feel like this is a connection that will last for the rest of my life because how do you, you know...

How do you give something like this up when somebody understands you so well and you understand them so well and you just met a little while ago? If individuals are interested in opening up and connecting and becoming more of a conduit for this type of communication with this brilliant and immensely special population that is here to help us all evolve because we've got it backwards.

How do you give something like this up when somebody understands you so well and you understand them so well and you just met a little while ago? If individuals are interested in opening up and connecting and becoming more of a conduit for this type of communication with this brilliant and immensely special population that is here to help us all evolve because we've got it backwards.

You know, they're the round peg we're trying to fit into like a little box and we just need to follow them.

You know, they're the round peg we're trying to fit into like a little box and we just need to follow them.

There was handprints of her trying to hold the door closed, and she just wasn't strong enough.

There was handprints of her trying to hold the door closed, and she just wasn't strong enough.

Beautiful, happy-go-lucky. She did love like ACDC, Metallica. She was like a little rock and roll girl. And everybody tells me that I was like her whole world.

Beautiful, happy-go-lucky. She did love like ACDC, Metallica. She was like a little rock and roll girl. And everybody tells me that I was like her whole world.

Mm-hmm. It was awful for somebody to do what they did to her knowing I was in the crib right next door. I just couldn't believe that somebody could do that.

Mm-hmm. It was awful for somebody to do what they did to her knowing I was in the crib right next door. I just couldn't believe that somebody could do that.

Yeah. When the police got there unseen, I was dry, I didn't have a dirty diaper on, and it was some hours I was alone.

Yeah. When the police got there unseen, I was dry, I didn't have a dirty diaper on, and it was some hours I was alone.

Yeah. Makes me mad that I wasn't old enough to help her. I'm 100% convinced she was trying to save her baby, because I feel like she would have just ran outside and yelled. But I was upstairs, and she wasn't going to leave that apartment without me.

Yeah. Makes me mad that I wasn't old enough to help her. I'm 100% convinced she was trying to save her baby, because I feel like she would have just ran outside and yelled. But I was upstairs, and she wasn't going to leave that apartment without me.

Very significant because they were in actual blood and it was not my mom's.

Very significant because they were in actual blood and it was not my mom's.

I grew up in the bowling alley. I spent a lot of time there. I was raised by my grandparents. They tried to fill the void as much as they could.

I grew up in the bowling alley. I spent a lot of time there. I was raised by my grandparents. They tried to fill the void as much as they could.