Courtney

really like, I don't know.

I don't, I really have no idea what I want to do.

And so I graduated in May, like the end of May of 2019.

And, um, and earlier that year, my, my great aunt passed away, my grandma's sister.

And I was very, very close to her.

I, like, I, I,

It was just not, it was somebody that was very close to me.

Some people aren't very close with like, you know, great aunts or great like.

Yeah, like you're not even like your cousins.

It's like.

But our family, I was very close to her.

We would always go to like power together and we'd always go over to their house for Christmas Eve, you know, because they always did like a Christmas Eve party and they would always host it.

And we would, like all of our family, like even extended, like would go and,

be there and they just loved Christmas and so did I and so did we and we would always just go and spend it with them and

yeah and um yeah she died that um she passed that uh same year and we in august they were planning on going down to lake powell and you know spreading some of her ashes around um lake powell like

because that was her favorite place to be.

And so in August, they were planning on doing that.

And I was like, I want to go.

I want to be there for all my family because I know that all of the rest of my family, like my cousins, aunts, uncles, and all of them were all going.

My mom and my