Courtney

And I was able to look at the positives.

I was able to, you know, like that's what I focused on.

And I was like so blessed to be able to like be that way.

you know like during that like because some people like you know when things get hard or something they just shut down they they just like they're just saying like it's too much like i i can't like they but i was able to you know shine through the bad and yeah my mom talks about that with me all the time and she just was like i just

you were just so happy and through that hard time and I looked up to you.

I still look up to you because you went through this hard thing and so many hard things and you weren't,

Mad.

I was sad, but, you know, with all the things that happened to me, but I wasn't angry yet, you know?

God, for having this happen to me, you know?

And...

I was also grateful that I was able to bring peace to my family.

Because they're all just worried about me and all these things.

But I was able to bring some peace knowing that I wasn't

struggling mentally.

I was able to feel the good in a mostly bad time.

I don't know how to explain that though.

yeah worse yeah so i i you know and then now are you do you feel like you have fully recovered or are you still in any type of rehab or anything or no um at this point the they my insurance stopped after two years paying for

on my rehab so i just if i want to do like some rehab i'll just like go the gym okay so like you know here and there like try to work on some things you know walking lifting weights stuff like that um but yeah after two years you're like yeah she doesn't need it anymore like my answers was like yeah she's fine do you feel like you've fully recovered from it or not yet

I feel like I'm 90% better.

I feel like there's like 10% where I can be like 100%.