Courtney
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
Yeah, and I already knew that.
So I did.
I tore the house up.
I took everything I bought him, his clothes.
Didn't you put out posters, too?
I did.
I put out posters with his face on.
I made posters.
It said...
While I was doing it, I felt exhilarated.
I felt...
Especially when I got back into his building and I was like right by his door and I was like, and I ran away and I was like in a little ninja blacked out outfit.
Yeah, it was exhilarating.
It's an addiction.
Yeah, now looking back, I don't feel great about my decisions, but also like he destroyed my life and that's a little, a little get back.
I mean, no, I went to the doctor.
I'm on anxiety medicine now.
I have just riddled with anxiety, just ruminating in how my life got here.
Whoa, James called it.
He was broke, unemployed, and awful.