Dallas Jenkins

And he says three times in a span of several verses, so that I will get glory.

And he says three times in a span of several verses, so that I will get glory.

And he says three times in a span of several verses, so that I will get glory.

Yeah, so that didn't happen until that night. So in the midst of the failure, you're wrestling with what caused it. And for me as an analyzer, I analyze well. I solve problems. I wrestle with causes and effects. It's one of the things that I'm fairly good at. And then I'm realizing maybe I'm not good at it. Maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm not. So there's the calling. Yeah, yeah, for sure.

Yeah, so that didn't happen until that night. So in the midst of the failure, you're wrestling with what caused it. And for me as an analyzer, I analyze well. I solve problems. I wrestle with causes and effects. It's one of the things that I'm fairly good at. And then I'm realizing maybe I'm not good at it. Maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm not. So there's the calling. Yeah, yeah, for sure.

Yeah, so that didn't happen until that night. So in the midst of the failure, you're wrestling with what caused it. And for me as an analyzer, I analyze well. I solve problems. I wrestle with causes and effects. It's one of the things that I'm fairly good at. And then I'm realizing maybe I'm not good at it. Maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm not. So there's the calling. Yeah, yeah, for sure.

There's the calling. There's the spiritual direction that I believe God had given me. Now I'm questioning whether that's real. Yeah, well, that's the thing about— And then there's the surface. There's the practical. What mistakes did I make to bring me to this place?

There's the calling. There's the spiritual direction that I believe God had given me. Now I'm questioning whether that's real. Yeah, well, that's the thing about— And then there's the surface. There's the practical. What mistakes did I make to bring me to this place?

There's the calling. There's the spiritual direction that I believe God had given me. Now I'm questioning whether that's real. Yeah, well, that's the thing about— And then there's the surface. There's the practical. What mistakes did I make to bring me to this place?

So in the afternoon, Friday afternoon, it was the latter. I'm so consumed by that that I don't have room in my head or heart to start to wrestle yet with the practical. Was it a mistake, a strategic error? Right now it's a, have the last 20 years of my life led to this? I need to learn how to drive a bus so that I can provide for my family. So that's what I'm worried about.

So in the afternoon, Friday afternoon, it was the latter. I'm so consumed by that that I don't have room in my head or heart to start to wrestle yet with the practical. Was it a mistake, a strategic error? Right now it's a, have the last 20 years of my life led to this? I need to learn how to drive a bus so that I can provide for my family. So that's what I'm worried about.

So in the afternoon, Friday afternoon, it was the latter. I'm so consumed by that that I don't have room in my head or heart to start to wrestle yet with the practical. Was it a mistake, a strategic error? Right now it's a, have the last 20 years of my life led to this? I need to learn how to drive a bus so that I can provide for my family. So that's what I'm worried about.

So God brings us to the latter. He's saying, he's helping us wrestle with Our calling, and his first message to us, or at least what we are wrestling with, is the macro level, the foundation to your point. Was I wrong all along?

So God brings us to the latter. He's saying, he's helping us wrestle with Our calling, and his first message to us, or at least what we are wrestling with, is the macro level, the foundation to your point. Was I wrong all along?

So God brings us to the latter. He's saying, he's helping us wrestle with Our calling, and his first message to us, or at least what we are wrestling with, is the macro level, the foundation to your point. Was I wrong all along?

So in that moment, reading that story of the feet of the 5,000 was very comforting because it's a, okay, this doesn't necessarily mean that God's abandoned me to your point or that I'm fundamentally flawed in my calling. Now, I don't know what's next.

So in that moment, reading that story of the feet of the 5,000 was very comforting because it's a, okay, this doesn't necessarily mean that God's abandoned me to your point or that I'm fundamentally flawed in my calling. Now, I don't know what's next.

So in that moment, reading that story of the feet of the 5,000 was very comforting because it's a, okay, this doesn't necessarily mean that God's abandoned me to your point or that I'm fundamentally flawed in my calling. Now, I don't know what's next.

Yeah, so... I'll get to that because what I did was in the moment, I'm struggling with faith in myself, for sure. Struggling with faith in my ability to hear God's voice and know what I'm supposed to be doing. And God brings in this reminder of a story that makes me feel a little bit better of foundation.

Yeah, so... I'll get to that because what I did was in the moment, I'm struggling with faith in myself, for sure. Struggling with faith in my ability to hear God's voice and know what I'm supposed to be doing. And God brings in this reminder of a story that makes me feel a little bit better of foundation.