Darren Waller

So that was an interesting experience.

But yeah, it was just like for me, I was like, I'm on to the next thing.

thing I'm making like okay if this caused a stir like great like I'm not going to be continuing to

make this particular type of song going forward.

Like I'm going to make the hard hitting songs I'm going to make, but I'm also going to like continue to, I guess, put who I am on these songs.

That's the only way I really know how to create is like channeling what I'm experiencing.

And, um, the ideas I feel like I'm getting from the universe and, and, and putting them out and trying to be real people the same way I'm trying to be real on this microphone here, you know?

I see anxiety now more of like a secondhand emotion.

A lot of times when I'm feeling anxiety, there's something in me that hasn't been expressed or needs to be explored more.

And I'm anxious because I'm maybe back in that mode a little bit of not sitting with what I'm feeling or something that needs attention.

I'm deceiving myself in some way from thinking that something...

It's more of a guide for me now.

It's not just like when I'm sitting and I'm like – there are things that I'm sitting with and addressing them, facing them head on, talking to people about them.

I'm sitting in my apartment or like when I'll sit in the car on the right here, I'm cooling.

Like I'm, I'm chilling.

Like I'm, this is great.

Like the anxiety for me is definitely just a guide to be like, Hey, there's something here, um, that we need to communicate on, set a boundary on, um, write more about.

Like it's just pointing me to something now.

Yeah, so...

yeah, I think, um, whichever way I decided to go on, on that decision, it's, um, keeping relationships at the forefront, um, allowing myself to, uh,