Dave Hand

And I pretty much did that for a few months.

I was just not myself and pretty, pretty sad about, you know, life.

I mean, I don't think I even know yet.

Like, I don't know.

Like, it was such a rollercoaster ride.

All I know is where I'm at a year after the show, I think I can step back and look at it and go, you know, I...

In all, I was myself.

And I think that I have to go through all those emotions to be exactly who I am now.

And the confidence I have now is just a, it's just, that was my journey.

And I don't look at it and go, I should have done this or I should have felt this way.

But that was just it.

You know what I mean?

Like, and yeah, I'm glad that it happened.

Like, yeah.

My manager's been great, like getting me things that like collabs with brands and deals and, you know, Netflix shows and stuff like that and holidays and like flights here and a combination.

Like it's been really good, but for a long time after the show,

I didn't really want to do anything.

I didn't do any club appearances.

I didn't go on any podcast.

This is probably my second one.