Dave Hand

Like, it was...

Difficult for me.

Like no one really understands that situation, what you're going through.

So to have that part missing and you're just at home and you're like, it's pretty intense.

What was intense about it?

The maths audience is a bit gnarky.

You know, you've got the comments on Facebook that are ridiculous.

Yeah, and you've got a lot of stuff online where it is difficult –

I get it.

People are invested and I 100% get it, but people do read it.

I read it.

I take things to heart as well, but you sort of realise, and I have now, that you're not going to be liked by everybody and that's okay, but at the time it was like everyone hates me.

It was pretty hard, but I'm like...

literally learning that in real time as the show's coming out and you do feel isolated and you just want to hide away and I pretty much did that for a few months.

I was just not myself and pretty sad about, you know, life.