David Ghiyam

Well, there is the physical component to it where if you're stressed and you're working hard, you're not creating the physical environment for the child to come. The vessel to be, yeah. Well, you really have to think about the spiritual side of it and the consciousness, which is we were working so hard. We were so broke. It was such a difficult time.

Well, there is the physical component to it where if you're stressed and you're working hard, you're not creating the physical environment for the child to come. The vessel to be, yeah. Well, you really have to think about the spiritual side of it and the consciousness, which is we were working so hard. We were so broke. It was such a difficult time.

There could have been a part of us that subconsciously said we are not ready for children.

There could have been a part of us that subconsciously said we are not ready for children.

Correct. And we knew that every child brings blessings. But there was also part of us that we just knew we weren't ready. And I often tell people who are having trouble getting pregnant, really just make sure that all your desires are outlined because there could be a subconscious problem. part of you that is saying, I don't want this child. That's the exact moment.

Correct. And we knew that every child brings blessings. But there was also part of us that we just knew we weren't ready. And I often tell people who are having trouble getting pregnant, really just make sure that all your desires are outlined because there could be a subconscious problem. part of you that is saying, I don't want this child. That's the exact moment.

That's the competing belief right there. Exactly. Interesting. And by the way, those four miscarriages in the toughest time of our life was also, okay, when it happened, you know, I remember one time she had a miscarriage in a meeting with someone. She went, it's a painful story. She went to the bathroom, had the miscarriage, came back and took six more meetings. Come on. She just knew.

That's the competing belief right there. Exactly. Interesting. And by the way, those four miscarriages in the toughest time of our life was also, okay, when it happened, you know, I remember one time she had a miscarriage in a meeting with someone. She went, it's a painful story. She went to the bathroom, had the miscarriage, came back and took six more meetings. Come on. She just knew.

She's like, I have to take care of my family. And she came home that night and she told me about it. And I was like, why did you take the rest of the day off? She said, I knew I couldn't. We had to pay our bills.

She's like, I have to take care of my family. And she came home that night and she told me about it. And I was like, why did you take the rest of the day off? She said, I knew I couldn't. We had to pay our bills.

No one's ever asked me this question and you really just touched upon something that was one of my biggest pain points and insecurities because I was teaching spirituality in the world, not getting paid for it for a nonprofit. But that was how I was bringing my light to the world and my masculine energy. However, I wasn't making any money. And when I saw that, that was the day.

No one's ever asked me this question and you really just touched upon something that was one of my biggest pain points and insecurities because I was teaching spirituality in the world, not getting paid for it for a nonprofit. But that was how I was bringing my light to the world and my masculine energy. However, I wasn't making any money. And when I saw that, that was the day.

I remember after that miscarriage, I went to her. I said, I'm leaving what I'm doing. Wow. And I'm going to go get a job. And I'm going to find a way to make more money to support our situation. She looked at me and she said, you are destined in this world to do what you're doing. I do not want you to leave what you're doing. You have to stay. and we will figure out another way to make money.

I remember after that miscarriage, I went to her. I said, I'm leaving what I'm doing. Wow. And I'm going to go get a job. And I'm going to find a way to make more money to support our situation. She looked at me and she said, you are destined in this world to do what you're doing. I do not want you to leave what you're doing. You have to stay. and we will figure out another way to make money.

Because she believed in me and she trusted the way I bring light to the world, weeks later we came up with the idea for Merit with her. Holy cow. I tell this to people and their partners. Never put down the way you know your partner brings light to the world. Shines. When they shine, don't. She could have easily said, yeah, go get a job.

Because she believed in me and she trusted the way I bring light to the world, weeks later we came up with the idea for Merit with her. Holy cow. I tell this to people and their partners. Never put down the way you know your partner brings light to the world. Shines. When they shine, don't. She could have easily said, yeah, go get a job.

That's why Merit Organics was built between the hours of 10 p.m. and 2 a.m. every night for the first two, three years. Wow. She would go to sleep at 10 to be up for her clients. I would stay up from 10 to 2. I slept on the floor in the living room for the first two years because I didn't want to disturb her. And I was Googling how to do Amazon and manufacturing, design, marketing.

That's why Merit Organics was built between the hours of 10 p.m. and 2 a.m. every night for the first two, three years. Wow. She would go to sleep at 10 to be up for her clients. I would stay up from 10 to 2. I slept on the floor in the living room for the first two years because I didn't want to disturb her. And I was Googling how to do Amazon and manufacturing, design, marketing.

And I learned in those four hours. And I do believe that I got to spend a day helping humanity and helping people, volunteering my time. that the creator created that blessing for us that in the night I could help run the business. Wow. And we didn't have any employees for the first five years.

And I learned in those four hours. And I do believe that I got to spend a day helping humanity and helping people, volunteering my time. that the creator created that blessing for us that in the night I could help run the business. Wow. And we didn't have any employees for the first five years.