David Ghiyam

It's in those moments you must retrain your mind to think differently in hell. I wasn't training them to do that.

It's in those moments you must retrain your mind to think differently in hell. I wasn't training them to do that.

I wasn't training myself to do that because at that time I was doing what I was told. These guys need to meet a standard. Physical standard. A physical standard. The physical standard is not what they need to meet. It's a mental standard you must meet in life. So going back to when I was sick, I was hitting the physical standards. I wasn't meeting the mental standard.

I wasn't training myself to do that because at that time I was doing what I was told. These guys need to meet a standard. Physical standard. A physical standard. The physical standard is not what they need to meet. It's a mental standard you must meet in life. So going back to when I was sick, I was hitting the physical standards. I wasn't meeting the mental standard.

The mental standard is you must know how far you've come. Wow. I had come 8,000 miles from where I started. But if you never know that, you're still in the $7 a month place. When I was sick, I was able to slow it down. and reflect back on my entire life. And in that bed, and I thought I was dying, because that story is long. That sick portion of my life is long. I didn't care if I died or lived.

The mental standard is you must know how far you've come. Wow. I had come 8,000 miles from where I started. But if you never know that, you're still in the $7 a month place. When I was sick, I was able to slow it down. and reflect back on my entire life. And in that bed, and I thought I was dying, because that story is long. That sick portion of my life is long. I didn't care if I died or lived.

Because I was, for the first time in my life, happy and at peace. Because I reflected back on where I started. You said, wow, I have come a long way. That's right. And no one saved me. It wasn't like someone came down here and guided me through life.

Because I was, for the first time in my life, happy and at peace. Because I reflected back on where I started. You said, wow, I have come a long way. That's right. And no one saved me. It wasn't like someone came down here and guided me through life.

When you figure this out on your own, the amount of pride and dignity and self-respect you have, that's why I walk around the streets with a backpack and just like, I don't need anything else. You figure it out by going inside yourself, by callousing over the victim's mentality. You're always a victim.

When you figure this out on your own, the amount of pride and dignity and self-respect you have, that's why I walk around the streets with a backpack and just like, I don't need anything else. You figure it out by going inside yourself, by callousing over the victim's mentality. You're always a victim.

Even if you have everything in life until you realize what you've achieved, you have to first realize what you've achieved. And my mom has accomplished so much in her life since my father, but she hasn't done that one step.

Even if you have everything in life until you realize what you've achieved, you have to first realize what you've achieved. And my mom has accomplished so much in her life since my father, but she hasn't done that one step.

She continues to go back to the dungeon of her past life. And live in that space. And live in that space versus living in the space that she's in now and reflecting back on, my God, this is what I've done with my life. So.

She continues to go back to the dungeon of her past life. And live in that space. And live in that space versus living in the space that she's in now and reflecting back on, my God, this is what I've done with my life. So.

We talk about it all the time. And you have to be willing to go there. You have to be willing to really go there. Not surface. I don't live on the surface of anything.

We talk about it all the time. And you have to be willing to go there. You have to be willing to really go there. Not surface. I don't live on the surface of anything.

Surface is what got me where I was at. It got me from 175 pounds to 300 pounds. Telling everybody I'm good. I don't give a ****. I'm good. No, they're hollow words. A lot of us speak in hollow words. I used to speak in hollow words. I don't do it anymore. Everything that comes out of my mouth has substance. It's real. And we all have these feelings in our bodies, in our minds, in our souls.

Surface is what got me where I was at. It got me from 175 pounds to 300 pounds. Telling everybody I'm good. I don't give a ****. I'm good. No, they're hollow words. A lot of us speak in hollow words. I used to speak in hollow words. I don't do it anymore. Everything that comes out of my mouth has substance. It's real. And we all have these feelings in our bodies, in our minds, in our souls.

I act on mine. A lot of us who are afraid of something, we allow our minds to choose the path of least resistance so we go a different route. When I'm afraid of something, it's telling me, you must conquer that. You must do that. You have to go that way. And most of us don't understand that mentality. we go left and we wonder why we haven't fulfilled something in our lives.

I act on mine. A lot of us who are afraid of something, we allow our minds to choose the path of least resistance so we go a different route. When I'm afraid of something, it's telling me, you must conquer that. You must do that. You have to go that way. And most of us don't understand that mentality. we go left and we wonder why we haven't fulfilled something in our lives.